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21st January: A new blog is born.. finally a need to organise my thoughts of life, feelings, experiences and whatever else that complicates a silly girl like me. This is me.. Avril Rae-anne. 22 in this world trying to find myself or have i already found myself. Used to dislike blogs, but seeing people pen down their thoughts and feelings about their life makes me realise i do need a place where i can write the nice, sweet, bitchy, not so nice and well.. MY LIFE! "Understand that this is a dream" it might not be for me, but as you read on.. you are reading avril's dreamy life on cloud 10! okok.. that's super corny.. It doesn't matter if people are reading this. This is for me.. so don't bother coming all the time to check if Avril updated some gossips of her life. Cause hey, this is a all u can find gossip page, or a blog where u can find kama sutra experiences of any kind! get the hint!?!?! i;m just kidding! Well, summarisinG... i'm having a new job... yesh, still working hard for that extra cash and trying to save (which never works). Love my family though sometimes it's hard spending some time with them. I still do think about my grandma, especially when i pass chaechae's room and seeing mama's things there. i do look her photos, and holding her cardigan. I miss her smile, her laughter, the way she called me Ah-vil, the look when she saw me across the road when i visited her at All saints, the day the machine carried her coffin and the last night at the furneral where i stood by her coffin and spoke to her. Just like how she always spoke to me, i felt she did that night and she smiled at me back. i miss rubbing her hand, pushing her wheel chair and laughing at her jokes when she said silly things. I still do cry at night. i miss her, i do. My baby and it's great having him here.. (hopefully he stays or i'll just drag his leg when he enters the deparature hall when he leaves. p/s: here he is next to me sleeping on my bed like a little boy *Grinz*. Clement and I have been great, little arguments here and there. We talk things out more often now. i'm beginning to understand what love is about, how love isn't about meeting everyday, what love isn't calling and talking 24 hours. It's about matual understanding, accepting, maturity, and yesh personal space for each other. We are planning for the future, saving money, having our two kids kieran and sarah. i thank god for him. He's my sweetie pie. =) Fwenz.. they come and go. my besties are great, love them though we don't meet up much! the best memories are always the ones from KC. nothing can beat the friendship you have with your friends. i miss my kids at LV. Guy!! Waiyee, Marsha, Shane, Charlene, suMo and cutie sarah and not forgetting PUMPKIN!!! yesh, memories are really inreplacable. Runing with them in the fields and yes the times we had picnic at the basket ball court! =) Well, move on avril... my new job, lesser hours, higher pay, lesser kids. I'm not paid for nothing. it's a high challenge working with Dani. but it's a satisfaction. She increases my knowledge about the world of educating, about handling the hard and demanding parents of today, about the smart ones of the future. It is great but it means more stress! i like it! hopefully my health gets better. A new side of my life, met new friends, saw life the way it should be. Love this phrase i read from a book "Learn to have money work for you rather than you work for money" Shant say much about it, when the time is right, it would be. That's how Avril has been on with her life.... photos for some who haven't got a clue who i've been talking about in my life! here's one for you
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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