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I came upon a thought of how my funeral would be like. Yes dear, i know i shouldn't be talking about this. But it just reflected my thoughts like 10 mins ago. Here i am on a saturday night, clement just left my plaCe. =) As my mp3z play on, my computer went on a screen saver mode. Pictures that i took before came about and there playing was "walking after you" by foo fighters. I just stood at the computer playing old pictures and new ones. From the days of ngee ann showed becky, mel, dee, egeria, lin, hudz, rochelle, jane, cynthia, irene and more and more. It's dunny how i dun see much of them anymore. Then came pictures of my family... my grandma, evan, dom, my sister.. it just brought back many memories. The days in kids central were the sweetest! little ones like shane, sarah, wai yee.. and more and more... then came clement pictures where we stood before we went and the christmas we spent, he in aust and many more. i smiled as these pictures moved on. (Thanks sweetie, for the times u spend with my family like today and the past few days u were at my place, it meant alot just you being here. They luff ya and u know that! =) ) i love the picture my besties and i took at sylvia's party. Well, we dun meet up that often. But, i know they'll always be there.. Best buddies don't always have to meet 24/7. it's how they are there when u need them the most and how much they mean to you. That's why they are called my best buddies! Cheers to emma, cern, sylvia, nicz, jadey and our darling shing! hugs! Well, that's how people come and go in my life. Seems funny how you get to know new and old friends. As what i said before they come and go. And with each learning experience you have with each of them, makes you either a better person or the opposite. i learnt not to expect my friends to be there, but i do believe being there for them. i know you might think like hey! it's bullshit... friends like that would take you for granted. But think about it, it's better to have friends that know that you're there for them rather than none. i'm one that can't live without my friends, hate being alone though now i do learn the art of solitary time! haha! But, hey, you need friends whom you trust, whom you pour your tears and have your laughter with. "that's what friends are for?" aren't they? For those friends i lost contact, never contact.. or simply don't remember or i was mean to you in any way. I'm sorry! i know this is silly. But, i wouldn't know maybe there is someone that i wasN't being nice to or simply ignorance towards him/her. Well.. who knows? here's signing off...... sleepy head me!
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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