Sunday, January 30, 2005



Love today... i smiled almost every minute of it!
Well, I finally figured the stupid HTML is all about! YEsh, the trying to act smart Avril did her bloG HERSELF!!! *ClapZ* Yippee.. i liked it.. reminds me when I was a little girl crazy about fairy tales. I'm so damn freaking proud of myself! Sounds a bit bimbo? YEsh, i Admit i am... But hey! NO ONE'S PERFECT!
My baby came my place this afternoon to chill out and simply relaxing the sunday afternoon awaY! Finally we get to spend some quality time alone after the busy week we both had. (Or rather I had..) OH no! just remembered about the course i was supose to have tommoore! SobZ! sianz!
Went mass in the evening with emma, jem and clement. Freezing cold! But what beats the feelings of my baby attending mass with me! Well, imagining us having the best choir for our wedding and holding at OLPS. *Grinz* 5 dears ...... give us 5 years to save for the wedding, the house and settle our things first! *Winkz*
Had dinner, headed home while he met lyson and Randy. I acted like a silly girl again. It's the "PMS" time of the month! Yes.. we've been going on a roller coaster ride this past 2 weeks. And i hate it when we both argue for the slightest reason, esp with my bad temper of mine! Need a change.. need to run and need to scream!!! Need to buck up in my work, need to release my stress, need my boy, need my hazelnut or vodka would do. Need head banging music.. need to be the determined Avril i used to be! i need to find myself!

*Don't like mondays, wish i could all day*
*I miss eating Xiao LOng BAO*
*Need A running Schedule to work out*
*Miss my bestiez*
*So happy for one of my bestie who found her life again and be who she really is* HUgs
*Date with egeria for high tea next saT*

p/S: Father Luke said something meaningful today "Crying is a sign of strength" I have to commit going to church more often! It makes me stronger in my thinking, makes me reflect, makes me talk to god about what's been happening. I feel my grandma's presence whenever I'm in church. It feels like God is conveying to my grandma what i wanna tell her. Imagine god had a handphone, wonder which model he would carry? Hmmm.. nokia? Samsung? Maybe he signed up with starhub 2 years plan or hey! god with broadband network writing on his blog too. He wrote: "Had a child called Avril scribbling on the blog about whether i had a hp! She must be that bored!" Ok.. it sounds crappy now.. enough crappy ness!

my fairytale....Up to this day... I'm still trying to believe I'm Mr. Clement Cheng's gf. Weird? Nope, it's a dream god planned for our paths to cross after the nice bumpy rides we went around in our lives. We found each other once again... =) *BlissFUL* *Blushex* He loves his little princezz! MUAh!


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 7:09 AM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
MSN: mzimpeRfect@hotmail.com

+*inteRest*!+


Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

PICklEbeRRYfaiRY
Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
KriSten
Clement

+*BoreD?*+

Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..


+*Weren't they just memories?*!+

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