Monday, February 28, 2005



OH! No no!!! I'm not pregnant. Had a dream, a damn funny yet sweet dream that seems to leave its traces of feelings, images and fat!
Dreamt that I was pregnant, and you can guess who's kid it was. So funny... A night's dream is equal to 9 months of carry a child in me. Parents, relatives, Emma, Jem, even my supervisor was there. Well, the clearest part i remember clearly was that it was a day before i was due. Everyone was at my place having dinner. While Clement was showing those baby scans to the peeps outside. My mum was in my room telling me what to pack in case Clement panics when i need to be rushed to the hospital. While she packed and nagged... I felt the pain in my tummy. The baby was here! Drama right? But it's true, it felt so real.. I remember holding my tummy (maybe I did hold my tummy when i was sleeping), everyone paniced.The next thing I know, I was in the ambulance with my baby. The sweetest part, as much as he didn't know what to do, he just kept repeating "I love you and i'm here with you!" Too much drama mama right?? Tell me about it. Was in the labour ward, doctor gave me a jab and there out came my child. Fast? If only it happened in real life, then women don't need to go through all that pain. But... what the hell.. with medical so advanced, what's pain?
I saw the look on everyone's face especially Clement when he smiled at me. =) It was a girl just as he always wanted. I can still remember the baby's face. It was wrapped up, looking like an angel. Remember the doctor said she was a very light baby, because her daddy is very skinny! And the whole room laughed. Can you imagine?!??! A doctor actually saying that! (Baby, you better start eating more!!!) That's the end of my dream. come to think of it, my tummy was quite small when i looked at it.
I swear, this dream woke me up, felt the bloatness in my tummy! Too much maggie mee for dinner? And of course... the images of Clement, his parents, my parents, the look of emma and jem taking pix, everyone! The smiles and the way clement told me he loved me in the ambulance. I could still feel it at this very point of time. Wish it never ended....

*My baby loves me and I love him too*

Currently listening to:Live twice - Darius. (Thanks to jaCk!)


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 5:01 PM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
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+*inteRest*!+


Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

PICklEbeRRYfaiRY
Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
KriSten
Clement

+*BoreD?*+

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