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"I'm the luckiest girl in the whole wide world!" That's what I'm feeling at this very moment. Probably the love that everyone's showing me, especially when Clement is not around. Yes baby! Everyone is helping you take care of your princess! Well, I guess you can't experience what I'm feeling right now. I have a great family who's loving me!, a wonderful bf whom I'll be marrying in 4 years (YEap! My fiancé. Awwww...), my bestie buddies esp emma and egeria whom been such darlings! And of course.. that includes sylvia, cern, shing, nic (always letting me jump quene @cartel!), xiao bao and of course.. lurve hanging out with felicia though i met her just 2 months back! But... she's going back Aust! *Sob*. I love my kids at school! The number in my school is growing.. i'm getting new kids from my old centre! And so.. work's more busy, i have more things that I'll need to learn and absorb. I'm learning alot as a professional teacher. i swear.. It takes a lot to be professional and be a teacher. There is a big difference. Thanks to Dani, she's teaching and guiding me in many things that i never saw in the old centre. Change is good. Yes, I used to think that change requires many upset and uncertainty in life. I used to think i wasn't capable to do this and that, to see the different sides of being a childcare eduactor. The different side of the Singaporean parents these days, trust me! It's different! And.. it makes me think about what Clement and I would be like or how we gonna handle out kids next time. Come to think of it, i think Kieran and Sarah can never hide away from their mind reader daddy. And how my baby would talk to them logically instead of the usual beating and scolding like how we all went through. It's good having a daddy like that, it allows the kids to open up in their thinking, doing things logically and making their conclusions in a more adult oriented manner. Am I boring you? Well, all of us gotta face it one day. And as an early childhood educator, it takes alot being a mother of a child and being a teacher of a child. Different methods of teaching methods is used differently! Well.. kieran and sarah.. you got a great daddy, why worry! *Grinz* (I'm making your head swell right dear?) Ok, enough of al the kids and mushy stuff! i'm dead tired but i gotta pull up my socks right! Work work work. Sending egeria off tomorroe! I hate to see her go! i hate to see anyone walk through that door.. except for me! ehheehe!!! Well, Avril's gotta save! When i spend, Clement saves for me. When he spends, i save! silly boy buy monash tee to add to his collection! *Smilez* Well, for those who know the surprise good for you! Ok.. Have to cut my rainbow fish scales. Did i tell you rainbow fish is a very silly story! And.. i love the works of Eric Carle! Still adding his books to my collection! And I've been looking around at charm bracelets, the one with a heart. Well, if you didn't know, I'm looking for a charm bracelet with a heart and that I can engraved 'Raeanne" on it. You might be thinking: "Can find anywhere what!" Yes! you can.. but the cheapest I saw was 50 bucks plus with a lousy silver while the really nice ones are like 70-90 bucks! Plus.. some are really heavy! I really do like the ones from Perlini and Moshi moshi. Ex! Ex! ex! My baby wouldn't want me to spend such money i know! It's really something I like.. But! Avril shall be a good girl and look around more, can't always turn to implusive buying or I'll never get to go for my farm stay! *Missing my baby* *Listening to "only hope" by Mandy moore. Someone could play this for my funeral with many white roses* *I wished i was in Aust now snuggling up!* *I'm gonna miss my bitchy egeria!* *Charm bracelet!* *Teacher Avril needs to get her work done!* *I'm the luckiest girl in the world cause my baby loves me and i love him too*
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 4:52 AM*