Thursday, February 24, 2005



The weekend's coming up. And I aint really looking forward to it. I'm starting to feel the blues and the lonliness. Had a busy day at school. Kids weren't listening, was rushing in and out of class. And all I had during the running up and down was a bad headache. It wasn't a normal one but a really bad pain that goes in and out. U can imagine what's like walking under the hot sun, taking the train and the jerky bus. I felt worst with the addition feeling of vomitting. Emma was suppose to come over my place cause she was feeling down, so am I. As much as I was trying to tahan not taking the panadol and assuming that sleep would make everything better? I was wrong! Here I am writing with the killer pain.
I haven't been talking to Clement though he called this morning. He said he'll be back late cause he's going to play game..
And that's about it.

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling meThat I should get some sleepBecause tomorrow might be good for something
Hold onFeeling like I’m headed for a breakdown
And I don’t know why
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwell
I know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired
I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I’m talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I’ve lost my mind
But I’m not crazy, I’m just a little unwellI know right now you can’t tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you’ll see
A different side of me
I’m not crazy, I’m just a little impaired I know right now you don’t care
But soon enough you’re gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I’ve been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they’ll come to get me
Yeah, they’re taking me away.
-Unwell (Matchbox Twenty) -


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 8:20 PM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
MSN: mzimpeRfect@hotmail.com

+*inteRest*!+


Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

PICklEbeRRYfaiRY
Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
KriSten
Clement

+*BoreD?*+

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+*Weren't they just memories?*!+

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