Friday, March 18, 2005



Have you ever once feel that you're lost.

Having to get all the information you ever needed but becomes clueless.

Have you ever wished for someone to just plan everything for

you without knowing a thing.

We just go with the flow and life would be just perfect?




HEY! WAKE UP! IT'S THE REALITY WORLD

WE'RE LIVING IN....


Been on and off speaking to people who were explaining my loans, credits and uni stuff!
Terrible headache with so many things to decide, plan and simply.. I'm Sleepy.
Not because I'm giving up that i'm complaining I'm tired, but the fact that I woke up early to wait for Dani's call to pass me the books on the countries i'm doing.
In between, called the bank, ntuc, and the school.
I swear NTUC really have bad service about helping out with reference to loans.
All they asked was for me to logged into the website. What kind of help is that!

Well, seeing the current situation. I would have to get the loan from the bank and pay off within 5 years.
I can tell you, I really don't know what i'm doing without Clement. With an effective planner like him, we sorted out a plan which I never thought. Well, planning includes the money paying in and out, the savings and of course.. saving just in time for us to tie the knot.

Lots of planning and forms to fill, lots of discipline I need on myself especially when it comes to money. But with the account we're setting up for our savings. Think it'll make me more determine to contribute to our future together. Well, gals..... think you missed your chance on such a smart and amazing guy.

Sad to say, you'll never get your chance again cause he's mine, all mine! *Winks*


Well, 300 bucks a month to spend aint that bad. Well guess that means less shopping, more walking, eat less and eat more at home, less movies and more dVdz! When was the last time I did enter a theatre to catch a show? Well, not in the weeks or months to come.. especially with my future brother in law bringing in latest Dvdz from Indonesia. And.. the best part is that... it's so damn clear!

P/s: If do you get a chance to watch the show "Bad Education". It is a good movie for gays our there.. All the sexual images are to the benefit of gays who's brainstormin on more moves on your partner, horny priests targetting on young handsome dudes and taking videos of themselves during the hot steamy session. And if you were thinking what bad education about? Trust me, the movie doesn't link to the title. It should be 'painful @the ass' Get the hint what it's all about now? Aint recommended.. *Keep forwarding the many parts to prevent bad sores to eyes and also.. bad appetite. *


My work desk's in the mess!


What's new? you may ask?
I wish i weren't so tired so that I can focus on my curriculum planning and also start doing up my essay for my uni entry.
Well, one thing done was that I found two references that are willing to evalaute me in my application and also i need to start thinking about the current concerns! Will someone help me?!?! Egeria!!! where are you!
Another important thing I need to do...
*Stop peeling my nails!*
And .... talk to my family about everything. Though the constant delay they always gave in supporting me in my decisions, somehow it is a sign of respect that I have to tell them what are my plans. And whether they support or not, i have to make the decision myself which is probably the ending i would expect somehow.
Well, at least i know i have the suport of Clement. =) Thanks honey.


Friday's here and Monday's back to school. Excited? No! Haven't done much with my work, my planning!

FOCUS AVRIL!


In current need of a hazelnut latte to keep me awake. Suppose to meet Xiao Bao in town today, but i really don't feel like heading out since the amount of work i'm doing isn't moving! Well... gonna take a nap! or catch some Tv to make me feel sleepy! will scribble soon...


I miss my honey!


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 3:12 PM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
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Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
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Xiao Bao
ChLoe
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Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
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Clement

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