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A tired sunday, don't know why I've been feeling so weak and out of breath so easily these days. Stress from work? Bad management of time? i do admit I handle stress real badly. That's something I do need to learn about improving myself. Went for morning mass with my sister, Emma and Jem. With a pigeon flying around in church adds some excitement for the kids at mass. Morning mass doesn't feel the atmosphere of a mass like the 6pm mass. Well, love the choir at 6pm mass at OLPS. Sometimes when hymns are played on the piano, it brings tears, comfort and somehow i know that God is there. Not saying that he wasn't there, but it feels different. I believe that things happen for a reason. Many things happened this week that brought me to a level where i just thought too much. Mind games were bad.. especially when it brought little arguments. Prayer was what i needed, praying for strength, focus, love and simply giving me the trust that God will be there all the time away from the temptation of evil. I was brought to the game of the devil's temptation, the unfocus mind, the forbidden temptation of A to Z (You can start naming them), drifting away from church and simply not praying. The priest made us sing "Amazing Grace" at the homily today which brought tears to my eyes thinking of Mama's funeral and simply the gulity that was shown to God of the sins I have. It felt that God was giving me a second chance to repent and be a better catholic. Receving god at church was a comfort to my needs and my mind. Brought me back to reality that whatever I do all lies in the hands of not others but myself. I need to trust god and he will make life simply, happy and perfect. The power of prayer.... I believe in that more than anything else. Praying for comfort when i feel lost, strength to focus in my job, love to spread to my family, my boy, my friends and even to people around me, and not forgetting the sword to fight the devil from the evil temptations. i know it can be drama, but it's reality that we all face in life. Believe in the lord... Watch Moulin rouge, the movie that never fails to put me glued to the Tv. Made me miss Clement even more. =) Gonna be busy with work this week, he's starting school. 9 days counting down to the big day... Well, not expecting big parties this year. 22 is just a year older. Wish to spend it with just close peeps, family and my boy of course. I miss my besties.... NiC, Cernie, jadey, shing and sylvia and not forgetting Xiao Bao too!!!! Need to focus on work... my drawings terrible!!!!! My baby loves me and i love him too! Currently listening to: BabyBird "You're gorgeous"
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 12:21 PM*