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The current situation is making me sick. The urge, the anger, the frustration. Why do I have to be so greedy Thought I was always clear from anything around me That I was strong and free. Why the hell did I go when I didn't think of the consequences. And now I suffer in silence of my room Why Why Why! Are the spirits hunting me? The jukebox keeps me company While I sit on my chair looking at my fingers type As the redness swells..... As I think what has caused them. THE CONSEQUENCES OF PLUCKING MANGOES AND PLAYING SAND WITH MY KIDS: CONTACT ALLERGY according to the doctor... The pills aint working Neoderm isn't easing Tired hands, itchy skin and a whole lot of sadness. I COULDN'T GO FOR MY DATE! To make things worst I COULDN'T GO FOR NOVENA and I DON'T THINK I CAN GO FOR MASS TOMORROW. The idea of an injection might come in the morning. though I like the idea of an injection. Call me sadist or whatsoever. I love injections. I'll do anything to stop the itch. I believe in prayer but maybe God wanted me to learn to endure pain and itch. I'm the split personality of itchy and scratchy. Just that I think they look cuter than me. Currently feeling really down and upset. Who would ever know the itch I'm going through. *Lala isn't feeling too good today. Thanks to her mighty greedyness and simply ignorance to her unknown allergy to things.* The Random listener picks of the jukebox:
************************************************************** I tHinK it's getting to the point where I can be myself again it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends I tHInk it's the getting to the point that is the hardest part. You tHinK I only think about you when we're both in the same room I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play a game of who loves more than whom You tHinK it's only fair to do what's best for U and U alone it's only fair to do the same to me when you're not home I thInk It's time to make this something that is more than only fair *So if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster. I'll point you home.* But I'm warning you, don't ever do those crazy, messed up things that you do. If you ever doI promise you I'll be the first to crucify you. Now it's time to prove that you've come back here to rebuild. *Call and Answer - Barenaked Ladies*
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:06 PM*