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Humming and humming and humming Lala's humming to the grooves on her iPod. What's playing on the jukebox? It aint dance, techno or trance. It's just acoustic that smooths the mind, heart and ...... makes Lala and Pickleberryfairy go Awwwwwwwwww........ I wish I had what I needed to be on my own 'Cause I feel so defeated and I'm feeling alone And it all seems so helpless And I have no plans I'm a plane in the sunset With nowhere to land And all I see It could never make me happy And all my sand castles spend their time collapsing Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough It's my birthday tomorrow No one here could know I was born this Thursday 22 years ago And I feel stuck watching history repeating Yeah, who am I? Just a kid who knows he's needy Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough.... "Let that be enough" - Switchfoot and Jars of Clay I hope that pinkie flower of yours will turn into a bouquet. Cause I know that would made you smile..... But... peanut butter sometimes taste good when you have the craving to eat. But for the time being, don't you think enjoying the flower is more worth that grin that u're smiling towards this blog entry you're reading now? Lala simply luffs Pickleberryfairy! you know i do no matter what! The next step.... I learnt a good lesson today about life. A lesson on values and beliefs that we humans have that would change our lives and behaviours. Change your values, change your destiny. As you read on, why not think about the next few questions? What's most important to me in my life and order in according to their importance. Next, write some values that you wished to avoid and do the ordering like above. Example: Values that are impt: health, love, success, happiness, power etc.... Values that you wished to move away from: depression, boredom, jealousy, failure, sadness etc. Get the drift? Next, thinking about how would u feel when these positive and negative values happen in your lifE? An example: "I feel like stressed and frustrated when I get out of focus on my job or other temptations in life just attracts me more and I neglect the importance of my job." Well, falling asleep? Think again? It made me think and think and think. Bad you might see. But it makes one especially on myself to ponder the values and beliefs that make me live my life the way it has turned out to be. Why do I let life control me when I should be controlling my life. Thanks to clement's daddy for the wonderful lesson I'm learning in these 30 days. I beginning to see a bigger picture of my life and which direction I should be heading. *Thanks Uncle!* "Nothing has any power over me other than that which i give it through my conscious thought" Heading to the doctor's tomorrow! Hopefully the itch and the scars will go away soon. Long sleeves for hot days aren't funny at all! Makes the itch and Lala a very sad and depressed girl! Think of flowers at the window, the wall paper of the beach that brings me and my baby closer to temptation island makes me a happy girl and not think so much about the itch and pain. And to my dear Pickleberryfairy on her drive to fairy land, I really miss chicken rice, streamboat, and Tiramisu... Pray that I get well soon to drive you around in Lala land to have a feast! Lastly to my baby, study hard and i'm thinking of you every minute. Love doesn't have to be seen by others, it's how we feel it in our hearts. You know how much I love you, it's only for you alone to feel it... Do you feel the love tonight? Ok.. drama mama action must stop now.... itch itch! hopefully no blood test! How about a stay at the hospital? Sounds like a great adventure? Will you come visit me? *Bleah* Nitey nite!
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 10:51 PM*