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I missed mass today, a great disappointment cause I really wanted to be there. I prayed when I woke up from my 2 hours nap. Was feeling tired, very very tired. Not because I was lazy, but I was drained up by the pile of work on my desk. I really wanted to be there. I am affected by the loss of my holy father. It's just a simple look on his face, that brings tears to my eyes, pain to my heart. A loss in my heart. It seems like he took all our hearts. Don't you think so? He took mine. Heard the song sent by Clement, called "On eagles wings" I cried each time it played on my mp3. "And he will raise you up on eagle's wings.... and hold you in the palm of his hands " I know many would say "Rejoice and be glad", the lord has ended his sufferings and showed him the way to heaven. =) He'll always be in my prayers and my heart. A holy father ....... touched us all. Been listening to church hymns throughout this night. Attended a real beautiful mass on Sunday evening at OLPS. The choir touched my heart, brought tears to my tears again. It made me turn to God, thanking him for his strength and comfort he brings me each time I fall. It makes me feel like a child of God, makes me believe that he has plans for me. It makes me believe that he is listening and that he knows that each time we fall. He pulls us up and makes us learn. I'm Rae-anne to my god. And I trust in him. He does wonders, he's forgiving, he's listening, he's comforting, he's love. To those who you are reading this, you might think i sound like a type of christian that just goes "Praise the lord.. praise this and praise that" NO! I'm a child of god, a child of Mary.. I'm believe in the Catholic faith. My faith had been fading through last year... with incidents, people made me not believed that prayer was just a prayer. But I found the power of prayer again, I found my true identity in the presence of the God, I found my faith and love to trust in him, his words and his promises. Or rather He has found me. Hymns are comforting songs that make one calm, bring strength to the mind and peace to the heart. It works, especially each time I fall as a peson. When I get on emo rides, When i quarrel with my family, When misunderstandings arise between Clement and me, When I get unfocused with work, When I just wanna give up on myself, I don't turn to the vodka nor the ciggies, to pills to anger... I turn to God. Thanks for finding me again as your child. IloveGod,mummy,daddy,chaechae,clement,mama,mybestiesandmylife. Currently listening to: "As the deer"
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:51 PM*