*The StiLLness of ImPerfectioN*

Monday, May 30, 2005

Trust ( P ) Pronunciation Key (trst)n.
Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing.
Custody; care.
Something committed into the care of another; charge.
The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one: violated a public trust.
One in which confidence is placed.
Reliance on something in the future; hope.
Reliance on the intention and ability of a purchaser to pay in the future; credit.
Law.
A legal title to property held by one party for the benefit of another.
The confidence reposed in a trustee when giving the trustee legal title to property to administer for another, together with the trustee's obligation regarding that property and the beneficiary.
The property so held.
A combination of firms or corporations for the purpose of reducing competition and controlling prices throughout a business or an industry.

Isn't it funny how this words just appears so simply

yet the meaning behind it is so hard to even grasp.

Someone asked me if one left me for this word.

Answer: Cluless

Isn't it funny how history might repeat itself

Who can I blame?

Myself?

Maybe so, but can you blame someone who lost her love once

and maybe so someday she might lose him again?

It might mean nothing to him

cause in the first place she wasn't even his gf.

What right does she have?

She was afraid to lose him

to lose him again.

I thought you understood, to put yourself into how she would feel.

It isn't angry, it isn't jealous.

It wasn't about NO trust

Dislike doesn't equal to controlling him.

And maybe she wished she didn't see anger from him

But assurance and comfort.

Well, he might not be the one for her.

That's what she always got.

But, isnt there something to change instead of thinking that way.

To sort the anger and give the assurance?

"Trust me cause I do love you" in her ears might sound more comforting

then saying he had to go.

Guess trust is one word she had to deal with.

Someday my fwen, someday..

Currently listening to: Oasis "The masterplan"

(Thanks Randy boy, it made my fwen feel better)

My Random list:

Heading back 2 days for work. Well, with a lap top, time is not wasted waiting for the k2 to finish their camp and lock up.
Spending some time at the library, getting resouces, working out some materials for the camp. This week will be work, solo work. So people, if you noticed MIA situation, you know where I might be at.
Gonna head down town for some Zara shopping and sandals hunting. Will someone buy a havaianas sandals? http://www.havaianas.com.br/index.asp
Promised Xiao bao that I'll pray for her to pass her driving this Friday. Of course, we're both looking forward for some late nights, supper, martiniz, pass those lighties and get a speed tickey! Zoom zoom... away we zoom..
Hopefully getta spend some time with Pickleberryfairy too chilling at her place.
And meeting up with my besties..... hopefully Nic plans something soon!
Probably catching the show "Madagascar". Those people who haven't caught it. Call me! I'll catch it with you. Another show to catch "The Longest yard" Think I need to find my movie kakis again..

For now... back to mud pie making

And .... back to my bed...

Merryland wil be quiet tonight.

*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 10:10 PM*

+*In Perfect SiLence*+

Name:The beautiful letdown
MSN: mzimpeRfect@hotmail.com

+*inteRest*!+

Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

PICklEbeRRYfaiRY
Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
KriSten
Clement

+*BoreD?*+

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