Long day at tuition that created a bad dizzy head.
Sorry Rosie that I couldn't make it for tthe surprise party.
I'm missing all my besties though!
Cough cough.......
I nearly lost someone precious to me today
and it made me have a bad dream.
The same tears that rolled down my eyes.
I never want to have that feeling.
Shoo shoo...
I'm Avril and that's who I'm gonna be.
Never wanna see you upset or angry.
You mean the world to me. You know it.
I love u.
Tomorrow will be a better day, I pray.
A short half hour date in the midst of Baby's studying in City hall
and meeting Pickleberryfairy in town.
For now,
I will live my life with passion.
I will control my emotions.
I will find back my real me.
I will not tear or scream.
I will smile and laugh
with you.
Just like the old good times.
I need you, faith, trust and time.
Will you wait and trust in me?

love, LaLa

Counting the days to Temptation Island: 7

*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:13 PM*