Oh no! I think I'm too much influenced by "Love at dolphin bay" show. The show my baby utterly get bored with, yet it just makes my cough go away for a bit! The SHOW works wonders. Yes! Finally I caught the ending even before the TV shows, thanks to my best sister! (Who haven't never watched the first episode).
For those people who don't know what you're missing out! GOSH! Where have u been? Mars? Jupitar?
Well, for at least I know... dreams do happen, promises are kept if u believe in fate and god.
My dream came true, my prayers were answered.. For all the days I waited for him for someday he might find me. HE DID. I believed in fate, time and trust in God. He plays people in a funny way, he did for me. I lost him once, was brought to another side of life where people and places made me realise how much he mean to me, how much my memories with him could never replace any memories of that place I was in. Trust me... as much as I try to recall, i can't. Some might say I'm running away from trying to forget. But.. the truth is... I don't remember as much as I want to recall. Somehow, good memories stay... bad memories just go without a doubt. I guess that brings back to what I wrote before, nothing could replace what I had with him.
*the first date, the first kiss, the first movie, the airport, the Herran bus stop, the MRT, the first song i heard him sing, the first time he told me he loved him, the first time he teared, the first time we fought, the first christmas, the first valentine, the first present, the first surprise, the first smell in the morning, the first always will be in my heart.*
Have you ever thought of the first little moments in your life? I'm still waiting for the first moments in my life. It doesn't have to be surprises, but just the little moments where your mind stops and u just smile and think how much you love that someone? Caught in that moment? Yes, that very moment, where after so much you been in, fate brought you to where you are, to who loves you. For that everyone who's in love now... I wish you happiness and love. For those awaiting, maybe for a moment, tell that one person how much you care even though things might not work for you both. Who knows, things might have a turn. Remember "Do something that you will regret, rather than regret something you did not do" (Something I always believed, I know Pickleberryfairy know what I mean)

*Cough cough* I swear Pi pa kao don't work! though ... Er.. I'm addicted to it! I swear! i love the taste going down my throat. Alright, since Lala can't... This is my short update for the week!

Last Friday:
A night of walking in town with my gulie fairy. Top shop sale!
Met up with Xiao Bao for a bit. Lots to catch up, things to gossip and of course, stories to exchange.

Saturday:
Novena with Mr.Silly and Quek.. or Jared as called.
After lunch, was home sweet home to complete work!

Sunday:
Feeling dizzy dizzy... missed mass. Cough was making my lungs go ouch!

Monday:
Camp with my kids... drawing on tees.. games, camp songs! *Teacher Avril lost her voice*
Will update the pictures once I get to upload them.

Tuesday:
Long day, nice incident, funny incidents, scary incidents, abit sick incidents, disappointment incidents, and I guess.. I write.

Incident one: Early in the train... Ahh.. my seat! Time to sleep.
Ding dong 'Tampines' Pregnant lady came in. Looked around, everyone around me was suddenly closing their eyes. I stood up and she smiled with a thank you. It felt good. The funny thing is that when i stood up and looked around the eyes of the others started to open. Amazing how their timing of opening and shutting their eyes come just in time! Typical Singaporeans!

Incident two: Did paper pulp with the kids, funny how paper is blended, blended, blended, mixed with water and WaLAaaaa!!! paper pulp!

Incident three: Before you make paper pulp, you need to shred paper, so the paper shreder machine comes in the picture. Apparently, too much waxy paper went in, got stuck and JAMMED! And knowing me, I was so afraid that I will spoil Dani's machine that after school I immediately shifted my attention to pull the stupid paper despite Dani's constant reminder of telling me not to worry! Finally, with the help of Auntie and my fingers, pulled the paper and there... It WORKED! Patience and trust! That's what I learnt instead of getting worked out for nothing! Dani called me silly for worrying!

Incident four: touched poo? Cleared poo and toliet paper from a toliet bowl before? and Er... the poo is not yours?
I did it.... don't worry, if you are going Eeeeeeeeee... I did it with gloves, washed my hands with detol.
One of the kid did a big long poo... super huge, got stuck and toliet paper got stuck too. No choice! I had to do it with the helpless face on the boy's face. Took gloves and plastic bay, put my gloved hand in the bowl without looking, broke the poo that was stuck right side, cleared the toliet paper, all the plastic bag and off i ran to the bin outside! washed my hand 3 times, at least i made sure before I did it, there wasn't any holes in the glove.

Incident five: I finally declared myself as not a wheelock student anymore. I won't be doing the degree that was looking forward to. Not that I don't want. I guess sometimes, for the sake of the future, for myself, my family. I have to sacrifice my studies. Maybe time isn't right for me at this moment. Yes, disappointing it may seem. I guess no one else can understand that as much as me. It bring tears when I think about it. But I try not to tear, but look bravely at what's in front. I guess things happen for a reason, things happen for one to be strong. I am trying...

*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 10:47 PM*