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When I'm sad, I tear in bed. Where dolphin and the puppy would hear my cries. I remember a night ago, it happened again. Each time I cry, it seems like they hear my sadness. Funny how soft toys reads your mind. I remember a dream I had on that sad night. Each time I cried on a particular night, a similar dream would just appear. Mama's funeral... This time, I dreamt of that fearful room. "DOA" Death On Arrival. I remember holding her cold hands. Crying very badly, it fact I felt it. Was it a sign? Was Mama telling me something? Each time I was down, she would appear. The next time, I hope she spoke to me. I have Mama's picture by my bed side. Each time I got a nightmare, I would turn to the picture and say: "Mama, protect me" I woke up from that tearful night. My pillow was wet, not drools, but tearsfrom my eyes that rolled up my cheek Imagine sleeping at 5am and waking up at 6am That's all I slept that night. Between that time, my eyes were doubled swelled. Tired, crying and more crying in dreams. Maybe mama telling me that no matter how down I am, She's here, loving me and watching over me. I love my Mama and I miss her. I know she's smiling in that dream. =) Today, Lala is a sleepy gurlie. No more quarrels. But happy with Baby! Counting down the days to temptation island... Bintan .... here we come! But before that, I need motivation for my work planning! Dearest Pickleberryfairy, Hope you get better, so that I can meet you before I head off! Lurve, Lala! Dearest Baby,
thanks for being the greatest gift in my life. No doubt, you are my everything. I can't wait getting away with you For our little preview of honeymoon. For now, Study hard. And I'm counting down with you. love you.... Lurve, Avrgulie
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 9:10 PM*