Sunday, July 31, 2005



I broke down in church
as I heard the people sing "I will run to you"
It went...
"And I will run to you, to your words are true"
I felt a piercing needle in my heart
It pierced so badly, only I knew the pain
It was a fast moment
but a moment that was slowly urging one to fall
fall in the mind and tears.
Where do I run now?
I heard a voice that whispered
"Be strong and believe in me
the tears will come
days might heal..."
Then I felt Mama was holding me when I sang the our father
telling me she's here always here...
I closed my eyes... I saw the image of the funeral where Chaechae jo was talking to mama
I recalled every moment of that day
I saw every moment that happened recently
I broke inside...
deep inside..
It wasn't hurt and anger
But broken inside..
Who knows....
God will take me....


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:28 PM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
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+*inteRest*!+


Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

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Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
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Clement

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