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An sleepless night I lost myself at school. Of all of the 4 hours I spent with my kids. We run, played water, jump around and simply laid down after all that's been done. I'm drained, physically, mentally, emotionally. Thanks dolor for staying up the morning till I got to work. Away as this entry begins I found that empty feeling that filled my room. I'm heading out in an hour with dolor with no sleep, no food and just tears Each time they asked "Where's he" I lost myself here and drift away. The silence would just answer. I'm gone away from here.... to somewhere I wished I would find myself. As one would say "Move on with life" I'm stucked in this corner been there before but this corner are just four white walls I faced with no where to run. I wished I had a pen where I drew the story on these walls. As I drew, the walls would only feel my pain through this pen. Back to where I am now, these four walls would be just white. Without a source of colour or spark, but simply pureness within my heart that fills the love. I guess it wasn't meant to be me to draw the story. It would be 16 days from today But, I lost, I fell and I died.
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 3:11 PM*