"The Lights are on as the dawn breaks, I haven't slept at all.
My watch stopped a week ago. That's when I got the call.
You said I'm sorry, You've got to believe me,
Couldn't have been the one.
The devil's been knocking on at my door, it keeps me on the run
But I'm alright, I'm alright,
Don't worry I'll be fine.
I'm alright, I'm alright
I do it all the time
So you won't see me cry......
I saw your face in a downtown crowd,
I'm seeing you everywhere, sometimes in the strangest places,
I can't help but stop and stare.
This might sound crazy,
But you remind me of someone I do love
Excuse me it's my mistake, I think I've said enough.
But I'm alright, I'm alright,
Don't worry I'll be fine.
I'm alright, I'm alright,
I do it all the time so you won't see me cry......
I won't scream, and I won't call ya
Never know how far I've fallen
I won't lose my faith
I know I still believe in something,
You won't see me hammer walls or cursing gods above
Because I still believe in angels,
I still believe in LOVE....
Leaves turn wind shelves to mark some kind of ending.
The scarecrow in our backyard, is laughing in the wind.
I'm stuck again, trying to defend
Lonely days gone by
You won't see me
I'm alright, I'm alright,
Don't worry I'll be fine.
I'm alright, I'm alright, I do it all the time
So you won't see me cry......"

How often do we have time to keep the things we thought would last
Thanks for the chat last night girl
Running thoughts were all over yesterday
I saw someone dear to me breaking down
I wish I could something or say something
to make it feel alright all over again
My heart fell into pieces
not like a stabbing knife like before
but I felt useless for not being able stop those tears
I knew I could have been better and stronger.
But my heart and mind wouldn't let me be.
I was on the verge of losing myself again
when I was at the party yesterday
falling into a state of memories and tears
I looked into the sky and smiled....
"It's over, move on, he's happier with someone else"
I saw the clouds, saw Mama smiling at me from up above.
Found myself back in reality, having a very exciting feeling of meeting my truly.
"I can't wait to see you later" as my heart felt.
Then I picked up my phone.....
and there...
a voice I missed...

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