Thursday, September 15, 2005



Snoozing over a hot Milo
That's how currently the night will end today
Got back from a 4 hours tuition
Been in and out of this hectic work week
that my body's draining me out
I'm suffering from an exhausted dehydration
that no matter how much I drink
it makes me feel so empty inside yet full
The prolonged body clock sinks deeper that
I miscounted my days, weeks and dates
"What day is this?"
My nose is numb
like a knife in my throat
Feels like I'm in for a round of disturbed stabs
everywhere in me that can't seem to disappear
Who am I to kid?
I bring my stabs everywhere now cause
scars are left there for a reason
For you.... maybe there's none anymore.
the purpose of the next few months
would be indulging and focusing on work
Year end proposals, concert, graduation, camp, prepration for next year
Endless overloading that engage the lifeless mind
The weekend's here , finally some time away from here
11.33pm...
I heard this song over and over since the time I woke
It's been playing these days and it's never leaving my mind.
Look and see on
maybe you might feel me
like one who never saw me
it's just maybe you may
it's just maybe you would feel a slight part of these scars
Maybe... just maybe...


I woke up early this morning around 4 a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been trying my best to get along
But that's okay there's nothing left to say but.
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me.
I went out driving, trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been.So.
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me.
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you and on with my life.
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me.
Oh, someday baby, someday...
Keith Urban "You'll think of me" (Currently playing)


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:42 PM*


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