Haven't been myself lately, my focus aint too right
Some have asked if I was alright
Seems like many saw the change in me
the stress is buliding in me

So many events to plan for the school,
From costumes, to fun fair, to orientation, to deadlines, to dance pratices
to endless tuitions, to children's exams to god knows what!
Where is time and focus when I need them?

I pondered of many things that happened throughout these 3 months
as I played Kevin Kern's tunes that were once sent to me by and old one
Memories flashed back were too strong to handle.
I pondered so hard, it hurt too bad.
I guess happiness is found somewhere else but here
and that it wasn't meant to be here.

The iPod updater is taking so freaking long!
and it's shuting my eyes.
Tomorrow is another day, last day of the week!
1. Big birthday party at work
2. Heading down to PS to pass the tickets, supermarket shopping for Dolor and heading to her place!
3. Sunday is family dinner! Auntie's 60th birthday! big dinner though my sister and I aint looking too forward to meet some others.
4. And yes, another week again with three times tuition a week and yes, home sweet home late everyday and of course taking care of dear dolor..... *Grinz*

And there the story goes
what a night it has been!
running here and there
maybe someday I'll run away from here...
Good night

*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:56 PM*