Tuesday, October 11, 2005



I lost myself once again
the scars to deep to vanish
trust and believe is what Egeria has said
Trust that I can get over this
and believe I can get over it.
Why is all I could ask
Why?
As much as I know the reason why
I know the reason for hurting
Thanks C.lee for trying to console me
U've already pushed me back to this reality
I saw a bus 35 today
the bus that brought you to a end of singapore
where you take a ferry and escape this world
It hit me right straight where it was already hurting
I wished yours truly didn't have to go so early
the night wasn't like before
sleep wasn't the same like before
I need to forget, I need to stop hurting
Ever wonder what is it like to be hit in the heart where it's already hurting most
to know that it would hurt yet you have no ways of stopping it
it breaks you like a broken glass, your head's shot into shattered pieces
U don't know which to save first
your heart of love or your mind of memories
I lost both...
hope the two of you are happy now


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 4:45 AM*


+*In Perfect SiLence*+





Name:The beautiful letdown
MSN: mzimpeRfect@hotmail.com

+*inteRest*!+


Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
I bite! Watch out!

+*LookinG ARounD*!+

PICklEbeRRYfaiRY
Xiao Bao
ChLoe
honeY bitcH feL
Boo
LysoN
AdRiAn
Dancing Chick
JeanETTe
J Babe
BettA
KriSten
Clement

+*BoreD?*+

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+*Weren't they just memories?*!+

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