Sunday, November 20, 2005



And finally!!!!
Some time off to sit and stare at this com of mine
Been so busy that I haven't had time to even drink water
Not being paid a million thousands for my job
but it's the time of the month!
Not periods, nor a time to complain
yet! a time where meeting parents and
discussing about progress, development and so fro
When will it ever end?
Camp starts tommorroe and even though I'm excited
This cough and voice of mine aint helping me right now
The bugger flu and excuse me...... I haven't been drinking!
In fact the last time I drank was at least 2 months back.

A dearest loved one came across something unexpected
that made her life changed within a night
and made me think what love was really all about
As much as I was once in her position, I was once in his position too.
About trust, lies, honesty, love and respect.
How could one ever have all these qualities when they claimed they loved?
No matter how much one could forgive and move on?
At the back of the head, wouldn't one ever wonder
Seeing her cry, I lent her my shoulder
the same way she stood by me when I cried over another
From a sister to a sister, I felt her pain
The pain of seeing things that weren't expected
the back flashed back, how one could be so god damn good to another
yet played a mind fooling game in the past
so much for "loving and would understand some day"
I finally understood what they meant and what I need right now
Enough of this, enough of all I once believed
I had enough, get out and leave......
from a sister to a sister
"I know how it feels and I feel that pain of yours
to find out and things and link them all up to events
it brought us to see that things happened for a reason
we find things unexpectly cause God led us there
to narrow the questions we have on our mind
and to make a path of a happier life
You once said
"It's his loss to let go of someone who was willing to sacrifice her life for his.
It's his loss of choosing someone else instead of someone who loved him with all her heart
It's his loss for giving up someone who was willing to change
It's his loss, not yours.
What goes around comes around, it's about fate, having true love and time"
I'm saying the very same thing now to you. Easier said than done
But, god will make you stronger in heart and mind.
He did for me, and he's still healing me. He will heal you too."

A short weekend and some time off away from work
Funfair was tiring yet successful
Managed to raise funds, get free ice cream and of course balloon party
and not forgetting the Arsenal ice jelly incidents!
Scene one:
This ang mo father came up and asked "What's this?"
so then i replied "Oh! is ice jelly with cocktail"
He looked at my Arsenal jersey and said "So u're an arsenal fan"
I nodded "yeap!"
He replied "that's great! I am too... Ok then, give me 2 ice jellies"
*So jersey gives a boost to sales!*
Scene two:
Another father comes up with a son and said "Ice jelly huh? Homemade?"
I replied "yeah, and you should try it cause it taste good!"
the little son said " I want ice jelly!"
the father said "Ok, give me one for my boy and extra two to take away
since you're an Arsenal fan too"
*Grinning* "Great! you won't regret it" I replied
The father asked" So I guess your fav player is Henry"
I shaked my head and replied "Nope! I adore Pires ever since I became an Arsenal Fan"
He looked at me in surprise "Really? You're rare!
great to hear something different from a Arsenal gal fan"
*Smiles* At the back of head 'Lucky son! U got the jersey I want!'

Managed to spend some quiet moments with Joey this weekend
after a whole long week of busy work loads we had
Caught Harry Potter despite the massive booking all around!
Well, the good thing about internet booking! *at 8am*
Had to run around the library looking around for books on fishes
My nano's running out of batt and my dear phone's using up my time!
At least I never need to send MMS or download those crappy ring tones
The use of a MMC card which I finally found a good use to it!
The words are "Upload, upload, upload"
A daily routine of uploading
- My Nano
- My Digi
- My Phone
I think I need some space to "upload" my energy for another week!
till then....
I'm missing my special someone
*Today was great* Muacks!


*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:48 PM*


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