The night's been quiet today, helping my parents pack their luggage
cause they're leaving on a jetplane and leaving me back here once again
Not because I didn't want to go, but too many things came up
and of course... I'm hoping to plan my schedule, work and much more
I managed to clear my wardrobe with 2 big bags of clothes
plus, my table which was filled with work, papers and simpy rubbish!
And of a sudden, I felt a certain emptiness in me
the emotional self being is tangled with my emotions
I hope my bestie is feeling better *hugs*
I'm always here babe though I'm gonna miss you when u leave for your trip!
My boss left me a message about my progress with my conferences.
And got a big scolding for just thinking about next year's work theme
when these holidays aren't half way over!
Have I been overworking or simply a kan chiong spider!
As known to many, I've believed to be that perfect imperfection
I guess no one's perfect as much as they want to
how much can you be truthful to yourself and God
about what you want, what you did or what you achieved
I've seen faces of people that changed within time
how perfect they try to be or act in front of another
within themselves, are they being truthful?
The perfect imperfection, how can one ever overcome or accept it
Would you be one of those who would love another's imperfection
This entry can go on and on... and no one can ever explain how humans work
either can I
I'm beginning to see how God works in certain ways
how they planned signs in our lives that answer prayers
how fate made you see how unworthy those who aren't truthful in their words
and how things go around and come around
I belived in that, do you?
For the prayers he answered
the insecurities I prayed for
for the lies I once felt so strongly
for making me a stronger person in my life
for allowing me to love in a better way
and showing me how I was cherished
Thank you
*Pictures will be up soon!!! Look out for them*