Saturday, January 07, 2006
A first Friday of the year: never been betterThis whole week has never been so stressful and busy. A new year, a new start,new classes, new kids, more work and less time.Thank goodness for the short weeks at the beginning of the new year,I get in between breaks for me to just sit down and just thinkBeen talking to my bestie lately, sometimes I wished I found the right wordsto make her feel comfort and make her feel like there is love not only from onebut she has to try to start anew to look for love that she deserves.But, who am I to say all these, to make her see what I do.2005 has past, a year of tears and pain, of loss and hurtIt has been a year of myself as an individualgrowing, maturing and learning from mistakes.Events that has happened in the last year has made me seethat fate makes things happen, yet fate makes things twisthow things happened for a reason and how prayers are answeredIt's how people takes things for granted, and how sometimessome just dont deserve your love, sacrifice and apologizes and wishes.I never stopped beliving in love, who does?Maturity lies within how people see you and how you make things rightWho would be right to say they are matured enough to handle the word loveNo one's perfect, neither am II learnt to believe, that I will be lovedby one who cares and believe right in their eyes:That this is you, this is the person I accept to be as and this is who I loveDespite the many times I would wish my bestie to move on and look aroundI stopped and thought... how she felt as how I was beforeunable to connect the emotions and love the heart and the mind hasIt makes one ponder about the memories, yet leave one sleepless and hurt in the nightIt's how we fought for the words, 'fate, patience, time and love'But who would ever understand these four wordswho could ever wait and love, sacrifice yet hurtfor another so much, and despite it allIt just wasn't enough, or never be enoughWhen would be enough or satisfied? Or make another see what's right?As I wrote this, this song came upon my itunesI stopped and listened, and heard carefully of the lyrics of this song Read it, maybe you might understandFinally I figured out, but it took a long, long time And now there's a turnabout, Maybe cause I'm trying
There's been times, I'm so confused All my roads, they lead to you I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say, What it is I see in you Wonder if I'll always, be with you But words can't say, And I can't do Enough to prove, it's all for you
I thought I'd seen it all, 'Cause it's been a long, long time But then we'll trip and fall, wondering if I'm blind
There's been times, I'm so confused All my roads, they lead to you I just can't turn and walk away
It's hard to say, what it is I see in you Wonder if I'll always, be with you But words can't say, and I can't do Enough to prove, It's all for you
Rain comes pouring down Falling from blue skies Words without a sound Coming from your eyes
Finally I figured out, but it took a long, long time And now there's a turnabout, Maybe cause I'm trying There's been times, I'm so confused All my roads, They lead to you I just can't turn, And walk away
It's hard to say, What it is I see in you Wonder if I'll always, Be with you But words can't say, And I can't do Enough to prove, It's all for you
Hard to say Hard to say it’s all for you
And so it's hard to say or even see or understand Would they ever know that it's all for them My bestie, my fwen... for the many times you felt that people don't understand pray and believe that someone out there, have been in that very situation, that pain and that tears I'm one of them. As much as many would say time would heal the pain what else within that pain would be difficult to understand or comfort Sometimes, we hope for comfort and strength or happiness and thoughts I guess, for these moments we pray and wonder it would be someday we would both have it and smile to one another and say: "It was worth the time, the pain, the sacrifice, the tears and the love" *hugs* Another 3 hours before I'm heading out, A night out with Joey and a birthday @Zouk to attend A time away from work, thoughts and books! and definately a Sunday @Queensway to buy my running shoes! And so the question pops this weekend for you readers "What's your views on cradle snatchers?" *Apparently, a hot topic and a common scene I see these days* Post a comment... let's do some research on these cradle minds!
*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 4:17 PM*
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
Name:The beautiful letdown
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Confused Multiple thoughts
Ramblings of a beautiful letdown
It's an irony to live and think as a perfect imperfection
Martini would make this Lala happy
The art of prOcrAstiNating
ipod groover, a lil dreamer and a dragonfly adorer
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Xiao Bao
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Dancing Chick
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+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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