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No surprises how the New year just went by with a blink of an eye.
Exactly 12 hours ago, I was awaken with the many tasks I was given to help my mum. Here I am at 11.41pm, blogging! What the hell don't you think? I'm grateful for the extended holidays till Thursday With an additional day of holiday unlike most other working individuals It isn't a holiday for Teacher Avril this new year yet, I'm piled up with a new theme of planning and evaluations work load I have to clear! Was planning to head down Zouk tonight for Paul Van Dyk but the insufficient sleep brings down the good spirits of a Martini lychee and good music While the bed awaits me, and waiting for Joey to wash up, blogging is the best way out in killing time and boredom Was thinking back of certain things I said and done these few days I broke a self promise of not to overdo things as a result of complicating over the most simple things in life. I must be reeling over certain events that resulted me banging myself in bed and thinking how stupility had overcome my thoughts that were right on track. It's been a while since I heard the acoustic music strumming on my itunes and how I wondered and wished how these fingers would work fine on a guitar From Lifehouse, Maroon 5 to John Mayer and Howie day, they never sounded so darn good! How often do you get yourself sitting on your chair with good music and an imaginary KTV atmosphere in your room that you create by singing your lungs out while releasing those mental blockage that has been left in the mind. Been trying to get my foot down at emotions and life, so easily to say I would, to hard to even think about it. Things in life aren't always a perfect clear cut, especially when it perplexes the unsound and lost mind of many I'm a self admit fine example, which many find it hard to comprehend. As a side of my life, I was left tangled and helpless with each prayer asking to be stronger individual to do the right things and say the right words. What's ever right and wrong? Who was there to judge or to point the mistakes Countless moments I blamed myself for certain events in life that I often found myself being blamed for even thinking that way, that the road we travel isn't always smooth, yet sometimes people we stop and meet, creates the lil hiccups and the wrong turns where we regret and ponder over the years I guess everyone of us have our moments of success, love and happiness, but they will all pass in time. Keeping these in your life will depend on how much one is willing to sacrifice and reach for these good intentions in life. God knows how I could never take another disappointment back to back with the many sacrifices and love I willingly gave, yet left me here tangled with scars. As far as time has passed by us, we often find ourselves watching these memories flashing back in a slow motion process that we begin to pinch ourselves to find that we've been caught within the illusion and dreams instead of reality. We're all learning... very much learning the right way of life Browsing through a book that Egeria handed me years back when I was at my lowest. The book titled "Lost and found" keeps people on track of searching the sliver linings in life. How we often find ourselves losing people and things in life, yet the return results might sweep us to somewhere away from the hurtful reality, to a place of a better life and a different view of our lives. An emotional blogging and thoughts entry for the night, I find myself opening to a new horizon in life that we don't often see. Nothing in life is forever. There is never one who said it was. It's how we individuals lose and find the simplicity and comfort and life and how certain things happen for a particular reason we can't seem to find It's one of those nights, one of these nights.... where we tell ourselves, it'll be okay.
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 11:53 PM*