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Counting down..... 3 hours plus.... *Counting... counting... counting* Watching as time swirling pass me... *Waiting... waiting...waiting* Shall indulge in my success journal now... *Disc lagging... lagging... lagging* Itch is healing..... *Healing... healing... healing* Thanks to all the superflies with their well wishes and concern. *Wishes... wishes... wishes* With baby's everlasting showing love and Pickleberry's daily hot gossip calls and yummy chocolates ! *Yummy... yummy... yummy* Teacher Avril misses her darlings @scHOOL. *Missing... missing... missing* Lala is off.....
 here's to the birthday boy! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
I promise not to pluck mangoes again. I promise not to pluck mangoes again. I promise not to pluck mangoes again. I promise not to pluck mangoes again. I promise not to pluck mangoes again. Will someone buy them from the shopS the next time? *Bleah* Just joking! Long day visiting the the cure gods. From 7am to 3 pm.... running in and out of the house! Started quening at the polyclinic to get a subsidize letter so that my reference to national skin clinic won't be that expensive! Instead, they refered me to Changi hospital for a consultation in 2 weeks. How can I ever Tahan from now till then? And the response I got was, if I couldn't take the itch, I should go to A&E. Frustrating? Yesh! Very! Positively thinking and starting praying. Headed back the private doctor i went last evening. They called and managed to get an appointment at 1 plus this afternoon. Lucky? Yesh, thank you for listening. Headed home, slept, itched badly, talked to baby.. and off I went to see my hopefully able to cure doc! *Thanks to Godpa... mummy and I had a lift to and fro* Visit was quick and not hot! yesh! the itch is bad when the sun's killing! Dr. Tan was a very gentle doctor who simply has so many family photo frames in his room. Found the allergy and the cause! Avril and her itchy backsidE! Currently having: Mango dermatitis (caused by mango sap when u plucked the fruits) Kids... please think it looks good on top, it has its consequences. I've became a hot topic in pickleberry's science class! Well, the allergy comes after 12 hours, sort of like a delayed allergy. other symptoms: eyelid, and skin peeling... which i actually was able to understand the infection of my eyelid and the skin peeling sessions I had with my fingers. The Cure: Cetirizine, some crystal liquid, cream, and prednisolone. Something interesting: Prednisolone.... contains corticosteroid. Corticosteroids are hormones produced naturally by the adrenal glands which have many important functions, including control of inflammatory responses. Prednisolone is a synthetic corticosteroid that is used to decrease inflammation. Corticosteroids are often simply called steroids, but it should be noted that they are very different from another group of steroids, called anabolic steroids, which have gained notoriety because of their abuse by some athletes and body builders.Prednisolone works by acting within cells to prevent the release of certain chemicals that are important in the immune system. These chemicals are normally involved in producing immune and allergic responses, resulting in inflammation. By decreasing the release of these chemicals in a particular area, inflammation is reduced. This can help control a wide number of disease states, characterised by excessive inflammation. They include severe allergic reactions, inflammation of the lungs in asthma and inflammation of the joints in arthritis. In high doses, prednisolone also decreases the numbers of white blood cells circulating in the blood. This, along with the decrease in inflammatory chemicals, can prevent the rejection of organ transplants, as it prevents the body from attacking foreign tissue. It is useful for the treatment of certain types of leukaemia, where there is an abnormally large production of certain white blood cells. It is also used to treat some diseases which are caused by the immune system attacking itself (auto immune diseases).Prednisolone can also be given to people whose adrenal glands are not producing enough natural corticosteroids (adrenal insufficiency).Prednisolone can be given orally or as an injection for all these purposes. It is also given by injection directly into a joint to relieve inflammation and pain and increase mobility of the affected joint, in conditions such as arthritis and tennis elbow.Prednisolone is used in much higher doses than the levels of corticosteroids produced naturally by the body, and as such, the usual actions of corticosteroids become exaggerated and may be observed as side effects of this medicine. Fell asleep? Well, i know most of you are worried about the effects and stuff. I trust my doctor and it's for 10 days.. We'll see how it goes. For the mean time, I can say StEroiDs dun make Lala a bad girl! Good night for now I've got a date with my truly. And I'm looking forward to it as much as he is ... Hope Lala will have a good sleep...
The drama queen is back with her itchy and scratchy moods. The rash is killing her boredom to take a scratch. She's got a date on Sat.. would she be well? Mummy dearest cooked some sea horse and sea dragon chinese herbs to shoo the rashes and toxic in her. She's starting to hate the sun, the sleeves and everything that makes her grumpy. 2 hours to the docs visit so now folks, pray that her rashes go away.... So that she can go for her date with hers truly. *Sob* Currently listening to: Rob Thomas: "Lonely no more"
Humming and humming and humming Lala's humming to the grooves on her iPod. What's playing on the jukebox? It aint dance, techno or trance. It's just acoustic that smooths the mind, heart and ...... makes Lala and Pickleberryfairy go Awwwwwwwwww........ I wish I had what I needed to be on my own 'Cause I feel so defeated and I'm feeling alone And it all seems so helpless And I have no plans I'm a plane in the sunset With nowhere to land And all I see It could never make me happy And all my sand castles spend their time collapsing Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough It's my birthday tomorrow No one here could know I was born this Thursday 22 years ago And I feel stuck watching history repeating Yeah, who am I? Just a kid who knows he's needy Let me know that You hear me Let me know Your touch Let me know that You love me And let that be enough.... "Let that be enough" - Switchfoot and Jars of Clay I hope that pinkie flower of yours will turn into a bouquet. Cause I know that would made you smile..... But... peanut butter sometimes taste good when you have the craving to eat. But for the time being, don't you think enjoying the flower is more worth that grin that u're smiling towards this blog entry you're reading now? Lala simply luffs Pickleberryfairy! you know i do no matter what! The next step.... I learnt a good lesson today about life. A lesson on values and beliefs that we humans have that would change our lives and behaviours. Change your values, change your destiny. As you read on, why not think about the next few questions? What's most important to me in my life and order in according to their importance. Next, write some values that you wished to avoid and do the ordering like above. Example: Values that are impt: health, love, success, happiness, power etc.... Values that you wished to move away from: depression, boredom, jealousy, failure, sadness etc. Get the drift? Next, thinking about how would u feel when these positive and negative values happen in your lifE? An example: "I feel like stressed and frustrated when I get out of focus on my job or other temptations in life just attracts me more and I neglect the importance of my job." Well, falling asleep? Think again? It made me think and think and think. Bad you might see. But it makes one especially on myself to ponder the values and beliefs that make me live my life the way it has turned out to be. Why do I let life control me when I should be controlling my life. Thanks to clement's daddy for the wonderful lesson I'm learning in these 30 days. I beginning to see a bigger picture of my life and which direction I should be heading. *Thanks Uncle!* "Nothing has any power over me other than that which i give it through my conscious thought" Heading to the doctor's tomorrow! Hopefully the itch and the scars will go away soon. Long sleeves for hot days aren't funny at all! Makes the itch and Lala a very sad and depressed girl! Think of flowers at the window, the wall paper of the beach that brings me and my baby closer to temptation island makes me a happy girl and not think so much about the itch and pain. And to my dear Pickleberryfairy on her drive to fairy land, I really miss chicken rice, streamboat, and Tiramisu... Pray that I get well soon to drive you around in Lala land to have a feast! Lastly to my baby, study hard and i'm thinking of you every minute. Love doesn't have to be seen by others, it's how we feel it in our hearts. You know how much I love you, it's only for you alone to feel it... Do you feel the love tonight? Ok.. drama mama action must stop now.... itch itch! hopefully no blood test! How about a stay at the hospital? Sounds like a great adventure? Will you come visit me? *Bleah* Nitey nite!
And so the story goes..... Lala is a happy girl today. It didn't take a dozen of white roses. A million kisses. A Chocolate spree A thousand of hugs. A Tiramisu (Though i'm still thinking of Emma's delicious chocolate cake! yoohoo) It was just his SMILE that stole my heart and took everything else away... It was HIM!!! the dude in that awesome red polo... who looked so dashingly cute and simply AWwwwwwwwww....... Sorry girls.. this man is MINE. 'It was just a smile from you that took the pain and stole my heart away.... and i'm glad you did!' The holiday is more or less settled.... And i'm looking forward for that special day. But for now... both lala and chiku will concentrate on the more important issues that we need to work on. But hey, a time to sail away for a minute or two won't harm.... Lala loves her baby boy....
The itch attack is back for another round. The yummy chockey cake was yummy. Thanks for cheering Lala up Pickleberryfairy. Aint the mood for anything else. Good music uploading in iPod. Wish it was that someone else that would make Lala smile a little more. Been home for 3 days isn't making Lala a happy girl. Pickleberryfairy's found her Peter pan? More songs to upload, excess space needed. Guess Lala isn't asking much.... But it doesn't matter. Back to school tomorrow. And the lights of the night are out. good night to all.
 We look for the day that we both will share... for the day will come if we only make it happen ... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 For my love, my life, my everything... "Wouldn't it be nice" - beach boys *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
The dragonfly speaks in a funny manner. The A.M seems so noisy. Early sunshine sends the blues. I wish I had some chocolates. MSN's going on and on..... I'm beginning to have a urge to SAIL like never before. The superflies stopped by for a visit. I'm beginning to feel the pain. A list of what I need to start. Someone's aint stopping anybody. I miss the smell of Rose shampoo. I see a nice Honda below my place. Drive, drive, drive.... into the sunset. I'm itchy and scratchy. Does anyone still want me? Photoshop plays the tricks. I dislike the idea of laziness. Say hello to my imagination buddy. She's just an image of my alter ego. *BleACH* Talking in circles, here I am. The dragonflies speaks in a random words. I'm just the plain Jane. Just missing my life like how it should be. Currently listening to: 50 first dates soundtrack "Wouldn't it be nice?" - Beach boys.
The dragonfly speaks in her alter ego: Lala got a jab this morning. Lala feels weak. Lala is feeling so all sad =( Lala never wanna pluck mangoes again! Lala misses her baby boy. His smile, his lips, his hugs, his voice, his pinches, his voice, his snores, his everything. Lala misses the smell of rain and light. Lala would love to wake up at 6am, waiting endlessly for BUS 13 at 7.50am and seeing the same old people she sees each day! But she can't! Lala misses her kids @school. Lala wanted so much to go mass today. Lala wishes she could hear the comforting voices of the choir of 6pm mass @OLPS. Lala misses her bestie Emma. Hoping she is feeling alright! Lala missed riding in Jem's car to church just like last week. Lala missed church. Sob. Lala craves for some chocolates for a cheer up. Lala has the urge to scratch. Lala is all alone now in her room feeling cold and helpless. Lala is singing "Red dots, red dots go away, don't come back ever again!" Lala misses u of you.... Lala misses everything outside her house. The sun, the air, the clouds and the dragonflies and butterflies.. When will I see you again?
 this is for you luv... *Pinned up by the dragonflies*
Something's missing in my life now.... that's YOU Sorry I couldn't make it for our date today. I was really looking forward to it. I hope I can date you soon again? Would you still be free for me? My mind is all about you... Will you still love me tomorrow?
The current situation is making me sick. The urge, the anger, the frustration. Why do I have to be so greedy Thought I was always clear from anything around me That I was strong and free. Why the hell did I go when I didn't think of the consequences. And now I suffer in silence of my room Why Why Why! Are the spirits hunting me? The jukebox keeps me company While I sit on my chair looking at my fingers type As the redness swells..... As I think what has caused them. THE CONSEQUENCES OF PLUCKING MANGOES AND PLAYING SAND WITH MY KIDS: CONTACT ALLERGY according to the doctor... The pills aint working Neoderm isn't easing Tired hands, itchy skin and a whole lot of sadness. I COULDN'T GO FOR MY DATE! To make things worst I COULDN'T GO FOR NOVENA and I DON'T THINK I CAN GO FOR MASS TOMORROW. The idea of an injection might come in the morning. though I like the idea of an injection. Call me sadist or whatsoever. I love injections. I'll do anything to stop the itch. I believe in prayer but maybe God wanted me to learn to endure pain and itch. I'm the split personality of itchy and scratchy. Just that I think they look cuter than me. Currently feeling really down and upset. Who would ever know the itch I'm going through. *Lala isn't feeling too good today. Thanks to her mighty greedyness and simply ignorance to her unknown allergy to things.* The Random listener picks of the jukebox:
************************************************************** I tHinK it's getting to the point where I can be myself again it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends I tHInk it's the getting to the point that is the hardest part. You tHinK I only think about you when we're both in the same room I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play a game of who loves more than whom You tHinK it's only fair to do what's best for U and U alone it's only fair to do the same to me when you're not home I thInk It's time to make this something that is more than only fair *So if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster. I'll point you home.* But I'm warning you, don't ever do those crazy, messed up things that you do. If you ever doI promise you I'll be the first to crucify you. Now it's time to prove that you've come back here to rebuild. *Call and Answer - Barenaked Ladies*
My trees are missing! O where O where can they be? My blog looks funny now. Well, we'll see. The rashes are on my hands. The crazy itchy itchy! Here I'm trying to stop scratching. But my hands wouldn't let me be. The excitement is building tonight not because of a new love. But just a date with my truly. Feels like the first time we met @Somerset. Feels like the first time we met Lavander after a long time no see period. I ponder and ponder how i met my love. I wonder and wonder why God played our hearts so deep. Well, remembering the time I took a day's off just to spend a morning packing session. Picking and throwing those clothes of his and thinking in my mind "What the hell is he feeling?" Question and answer unknown. Doesn't it always happen? Don't matter now. Status: Married... happily ever after... the end. Did I mentioned I got a date? Hehe! The heart's beating more than ever. P/s: Luv says we can go for a short trip before school starts in July! I can't wait! Do you feel them calling us honey? *Where's my fairy!* I miss her!!! I learnt something new. "The great end of life is not knowledge but action." A sudden thought that swept my mind, how my life been such a mess and such a waste. What am I doing? What do I want in life? Messed up Fished up I think I need to find a proper life. Been there, done that. Hurt one, hurt me. I think it's time to move on even more. Grow up Save more I think I need a piggy Love grows I stand I doubt you even understand So what the hell Cause this is me A need for change For you too I see?
Am I more of a slut? Only the ones would know ... Been busy munching down on cereals I had in school. Just a day away, my kids was completely amused with Teacher avril having an eye infection. Waiting for dinner while I pinned down my utter most lame summary of miss lala and her stressful day @school with the terrible k2 kids which I had take for the afternoon! I was feeling funny all over again last night when I completed my success journal. Suddenly I feel a bursting of emotions. I was suppose to call someone that I thought I should. Feeling awfully speechless and totally out of point. What's the point of trying when in the first place the person doesn't even seem to care about even a friendship. Well, i listened to hymns again and prayed. A feeling of relief. A complete utter relief. The feeling where everything might be okay. Remembering what others used to say... What's the point when you know you tired but it all went back to nothing achieved. Well, hymns make courage and strength come from the heart. My heart feels warm once again. The feeling increases. And then a sudden shockness. What's into me! An urge to run to Ausssie or Hk for a holiday! Anyone wanna sponser! My dream.... Aussie to feed a lamb with the milkbottle and of course taking home a koala that my baby left there! I'm just kidding! Hk, Rome, Vatican, New zealand, Egypt, Bali... they are all calling "Come to me! Dammit Avril! Save the money and come!" I miss my pickleberryfairy! which fairy land has she flown to? White sands pri? *Grinz* Though I'm totally having RAVING URGE to head to Rouge this Sat, I can't...... CAUSE...... I've Got a DATE! with yours truly... To have a guy who every girl wants but cannot have. Because he's mine...... *Missing you hubby* Been home for dinner lately, the stoopid eye blinking aint stopping! Thank goodness no swelling and funny liquid swirting out! Opps! Fuzzy Fuzzy fuzzy fuzzy Dinner's ready! And my dolphin by the bay show is airing soon... catch it people! Happening beaches, lame gals and simply sweet story! till then...... lala goes home!
I've turned into Missy Laze..... Not because I don't want to be that obsessive blogger. But... i just aint in the right mood to do so. Had dinner at home with mummy on Monday. I'm officially a wheelock student! yesh! I've been accepted! Yummy prawns, lots of tV and a whole lot of internal swelling on my cheekbone! OOps! Have i been chewing too much! Or have the fat gone into me! Busy school day on Tuesday with a bad eye. Blink blink blink! Teacher Avril's on her blinking mode. Doctor? no doctor? Dinner at baby's place was great. Always loved them. 30 days success journal to start a new beginning for the 3 of us. Motivation and persistence is all we need for each other. Eye! Itchy eye! Eye! Itchy eye! Morning daze with an infected eye! Doctor in the waiting for 2 hours, CNA and calls from baby to keep Lala company. I'm affected with an eye infection of the eyelid! LaLa and her itchy swelled eye! Nap to cure the eye. Missed call The jukebox plays... Top 60 songs that should be on your list: (Not in order of favourite)
Been saving this blog over and over again. Pickleberryfairy's on the line. Miss ong and her fairy costumes New songs in process of downloading. Thanks lyson for the songs! Where o where is my chiku boy! Saw our new pope? Nights out soon! Soccer @ early A.M Arsenal draw? Chelsea win? Who cares! *Just drooling over my darling PIRES* Waiting patiently for the songs...... hope u like it pickleberryfairy! *Lala goes home.... *
Noisy A.M @Seven LaLa Can't sleep, can't sleep! LaLa's insomniac! Someone have any cure for it? Blogging..... Good old Arsenal made us fans proud. There's one thing missing.... that's U! Hello baby Loony moods begins. Unsettled moodswings Irrational actions that make one feel demented. I hate to be an emotional idiot. I rather be the unscrewed loose wire. Love the organ. Love mass. Love singing. Love God. Bye Pickleberryfairy Bye baby Long car ride home with "Mr.Soft" Dave matthews band keeps LaLa and him company. Good girls, bad girls, good memories.... Just us talking. thanks for the ride dude! Blogging starts. Feeling sleepy. This is a *hug* for Pickleberryfairy Back to school. Back to the busy schedule. I wish I was in the arms of my baby once again...... Lala's being too greedy. "I never knew how much love meant, until I met you once again in my life. Our lives protrayed a rollercoaster around ourselves and we find oursleves here once again. This time, loving each other with truly our heart. I never thought I'll find you once again, or seeing myself in your arms. But here I am.... I gave up everything else I had just to be with you, and it's something I never regreted cause I know you are worth my love, my heart and everything of me. I love you"
 The obsessed gooner does it again... *PInned up by the branches*
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Saturday with Emma Novena CarteL Plans to cook him a nice brunch tomorrow Walk walk walk Fairy here fairy fly Hazelnut latte for lala and mocha for pickie Which yummy sausages taste good? Bye gal! Home sweet home Naughty Evan runs around Cheers to Arsenal Lala is an obsessed gunner Someone send me to Pires' rehab centre Cooking brunch for him plan is off Good night lala
This is the story of a girl... The slacker outfit with her comfory adidAs sneekz The bus and the train played a "Catch me if you can" race with her this morning. 8.15am at work with yummy peanut butter breakie her daddy made for her! Apparently that's for lunch too! Thanks daddy! Friday's here! Build pyramids with her kids at the sand pit! Pack up pack up! Bus 15,MRT,change trains. Tour @history museum with the K2! Hotdogs. Feeling: DEHYDRATED! A lesson learnt: "Bring your Sigg wherever you go" BUS 195 to Leonie Hill Rd! A Bath! that's so what she needed. The temptation of the forbidden yummy chocolate cake. Her baby spoils her like he always do by letting me have it. But! that's the end of it. Chocolate cakes are bad for her! Bye baby. Next stop: Tampines Pasta with my Pickleberryfairy. Have you ever heard stories about the girls named Ethel and had a dog name B.I.N.G.O. Who love apple and look like a BINGO. Alvin heard it. *Grinzz* Take picture! Take picture! Banana dessert pizza. B.i.n.g.o and Bingo was her name. OH! *BleacH* Alvin WILL BUY AvriL a Novena book! The toliet and the taxi stand pixz! Bye bye! See you both tomorroe! Sleeping baby. Tired blogger. She is desperately in need of:
and a whole lot of proper sleep. Dehydrated! Any cure anyone? Nights out soon. Long day with The pickleberryfairy and maybe the pastamania manhunt number 28 tomorroe! Did I mention Ethel likes to eat apples to be happy? The weirdo nerd specs. And........ *Ahem* they have a dog called B.I.N.G.O Lalalalalalalalalalala. Little Lala overtakes the Alter ego. P/s: Thanks babe for the CD! Hymns never sounded so good and comforting. Track 7. Makes me look forward 6pm mass. Father Luke, the drama choir conductor, the sing along lala and pickie and the awesome feeling we both wished we feel every day! Dear Pickie, I had fun today with our litte manhunt buddy. Desert was good Ethel I mean Ethels were funny. I think we both grown into children of God. We grown to love and see love in other ways, not in ways that we used to think would make us happy. We begin our journey of 9 days with him. As much as I know you're there to keep me on the track, I will be there too! Think we grew up...... in our minds and hearts. But we're still the educator for the future ones. So let's have fun! Bye! Love, Lala Dear Chiku, Dreams would be where you be now. I just dropped by to say I'm loving every minute with you. You're my first, my last, my everything as Barry sings it. Thanks for being a Chiku darling. Love, Lala Dear Mannhunting number 28, Please buy me a novena book cause i'll buy for you one too. Pur-lease! Love, Lala. The night ends here...
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