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I'm up and ready for my camp! With a huge bag, the ipod in my eyes, and my white havaianas.. oh! don't I look nice in my nice sandals. And there I was skipping away with my new sandals and the music plays in my ear! Waited for Pickleberryfairy with Mr. Silly outside my school for the lap top! The next thing I knew, my mum was in my school. The suddenly change in environment! Hey! Isn't this my room? My mum suddenly said she wanted to check my room. And amazing I knew what was she looking for.. my pack of cigarettes. As she moved to the left, i hid my pack to the right.. as it went on like hide and seek. Just then....
Thanks for finding this old school song for me Lyson.... You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you've tried I've watched while love commands you And I've watched love pass you by At times I think we're drifters still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides Sometimes when we touch - Dan Hill
Trust ( P ) Pronunciation Key (trst)n. Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing. Custody; care. Something committed into the care of another; charge. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one: violated a public trust. One in which confidence is placed. Reliance on something in the future; hope. Reliance on the intention and ability of a purchaser to pay in the future; credit. Law. A legal title to property held by one party for the benefit of another. The confidence reposed in a trustee when giving the trustee legal title to property to administer for another, together with the trustee's obligation regarding that property and the beneficiary. The property so held. A combination of firms or corporations for the purpose of reducing competition and controlling prices throughout a business or an industry. Isn't it funny how this words just appears so simply yet the meaning behind it is so hard to even grasp. Someone asked me if one left me for this word. Answer: Cluless Isn't it funny how history might repeat itself Who can I blame? Myself? Maybe so, but can you blame someone who lost her love once and maybe so someday she might lose him again? It might mean nothing to him cause in the first place she wasn't even his gf. What right does she have? She was afraid to lose him to lose him again. I thought you understood, to put yourself into how she would feel. It isn't angry, it isn't jealous. It wasn't about NO trust Dislike doesn't equal to controlling him. And maybe she wished she didn't see anger from him But assurance and comfort. Well, he might not be the one for her. That's what she always got. But, isnt there something to change instead of thinking that way. To sort the anger and give the assurance? "Trust me cause I do love you" in her ears might sound more comforting then saying he had to go. Guess trust is one word she had to deal with. Someday my fwen, someday.. Currently listening to: Oasis "The masterplan" (Thanks Randy boy, it made my fwen feel better) My Random list:
For now... back to mud pie making And .... back to my bed... Merryland wil be quiet tonight.
.A.R.A.N.D.O.M.S.T.O.R.Y. RandoOM EnTRY O.N.E Yesterday's date with Pickleberryfairy was one we haven't got a long while With an excellent mass and cold cold seats The perfect choir that sang sweet hymns that fills our hearts. Mass was longer, dinner was nicer and chips were muchier! (Is there such a word?) RandoOm EnTRY T.W.O Doesn't it feel rather stars war? With Doom here and there. I know I won't be catching it! So many things I wanna do hopefully I won't put this month to waste. RandoOm EnTRY T.H.R.E.E "Good morning the love of my life" That's what Mr. Silly msged me on MSN today It filled the mood, killed the naughty mood germs and shoo my mood to be pissed with the weather! *Good morning to the man of my life* RandoOm EnTRY F.O.U.R I thought of Temptation Island again With Jazz that's on my jukebox What else can be on one's mind? The sun, the sand, the sea the walks, the nights, the nights? Awwwwwwww...... RandoOm EnTRY F.I.V.E Today is a day to praise! I helped mummy vacuum the house fold the clothes cleared my room with 4 bags to throw! I'm allergic to the dust! Shoo shoo shoo! F.O.R. N.O.W Time to bathe I hear Rose shampoo calling me I am a smelly girl! Lala skips away for a bath!
On a Monday I am waiting. Tuesday I am fading and By Wednesday I can't sleep. Then the phone rings I hear you and the darkness is a clear view Cause you have come to rescue me Fall, with you I fall so fast. I can hardly catch my breath. I hope it lasts... I am moody and messy. How do you know everything I am about to say? Am I that obvious? And if it is written on my face. I hope it never goes away. It seems like I can finally Rest my head on something real I like the way that feels It is as if you know me better Than I ever knew myself. All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me * Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of me *
It's finally here! June oh june! Where Lala will enjoy! But...... Lala gotta be in and out of school! Counting the days... Only a week plus to really relax and get her mind off! It's her 10 months with Mr. Silly and she's enjoying every moment with him. Upcoming event: Tennis with Pickleberryfairy and a whole lot of chilling out! What to do? It's the teachers on leave! Counting down a week to camp with the little ones. And of course... The road to temptation island But today she thought of all she missed.... And here's the list: Mr. Silly, Mama, Pickleberryfairy, Xiao bao, Purple Elephant, Rosie, Greta, Shingy, Queen bitch, Honey bitch, Mark, Classy bitch, Kids@ new and old school, Jem and Alvin, Ida and Di, Faz and MaR, Lyson, Randy, Clement lee, Leon and Lifang, the ECH bunch, the old chilling out peeps: J wong, Jack, Irene, Rochelle, the Kc girls, and those who left this world... Josephine, Elfy, Ben, Leona.... She miss you all!!!! Ok, Shouldn't get too emo about it! People come in and out of your life, If u're reading this and your name is not on Douch worry, she never did forget all of you. But for those whom isn't worth thinking about, Douch bother thinking Her memory of you all have been erased. Completely ........ 0% So those who are in my life one way or another... Thanks! I'm living with passion! *Bleh* Today is the day for some mudpie making and some time with Pickleberryfairy and going back to her success journal which she dropped for the busy nights that She had She's gonna finish it! Not because she has to But she wants to!
The long Saturday with Lala First stop: Eunos mrt Parent teacher conference@ 9am! Second stop: Novena Lunch with baby and quek Ghost, angels and chicken rice. Third stop: Novena church hot hot! Pickleberryfairy's late! Ladies pls move! Fourth stop: Novena square hello again Baby and Quek! Coffee? too full! Fifth stop: Rushing to Dominic's party Bought Chocolate cake! Been a while! Yummy yummy yummy! Sharing a chocolate cake with baby always feel good We're walking on air. Sixth stop: Home sweet home Last call to take jackfruit and chocolates orders to hurry! Seventh stop: Pasir Ris beach Happy birthday Dominic! Food! food! too much food! Soccer for the boys, gossip for the girls! picture time! Lost knife Where where where? LaLa's pissed! Forget it! Eighth stop: Home sweet home Bath! I need a bath! Nineth stop: On my chair blogging away! Good music's playing... Tired! LAST STOP: My bed, sweet dreams, smiles on my face, loving my hubby... GOOD NIGHT!
 Clement's dude! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Fun at the beach! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 the food! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The squeezE! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 my sister and me! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Family protrait! From sister, to baby, to auntie, to cousin and Gf to our little one! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
It's been a whole week of late nights! Gosh, it's been a while I felt like this. Body aching, eye bags, neck ache, dehydrated and simply... BUSY BUSY BUSY! That Thursday was Torture!!! Had to finish up 4 reports, and prepare for the cook up day! Yesh, it's my fault for last min work. Bad planning! Honestly, I did plan, but things came up where I had to do Ot to help out.. Well, won;t let it happen again! Meetings with parents were great.... long long talks! But nothing else matters I need my bed! Reason: Wednesday: Slept at 1am : woke up at 5am Thursday: Slept at 3am : Woke up at 6am Friday: Slept at 1am : Woke up at 7am Lala wants sleep! Here's some pictures of Cook up day!
 Cook up day *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Cook up day *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Cook up day! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
It's a night of endless worries A girl that's trying to live Somehow it never seem to end Is this a test of will power? A girl with dreams and hopes Hoping somehow life will take a better turn Things just come and go Will it ever end god? For one to be happy and satisfied. Life is never easy It's just how you control it. Part of one is disappointed after another showed me his view of future Is it wrong to plan and hope? Maybe it's too early for some or rather I would like to have a nice life for my future as a family Yes, life is still young. Doesn't one see time passing so swifting? None of us can ever stop it. Maybe one might not be the one after all that's on another's mind. A girl feels that's how one feels. One wished she never was poor and down but does money really matter more than family and the future Maybe one is thinking and loving more than another. It's not truthfully seen or felt by another. One sees the future. But will the future really exist? Maybe one will be gone by then, only God knows. For now.... a girl with dreams Hope not to see tears, disappointment, shattered hopes but see the rainbow, sunshine, the birds and the bees at the greener side of life with the another.
I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart I'd rather have the one who holds my heart For everything I believe we have, I'm holding on... I wish we never fought or feel upset. Cause you know that I love you so. And hurting you is something I never wanna do. For the times I felt lost and unsure, I know you can fill me again with just your words I'm trying my best to be who I was. I just wished you could see it. I'm sorry for the times I got angry. It was never my intention to make us fight. But please understand, I need time. I aint perfect, I'm only human. I'm trying so please believe me. I don't want to hurt inside anymore. All I want was just to make you happy...
Today, I learnt a great lesson. I swallowed my pride and did what was right. I'm proud of me. Today, I heard two nice songs. Thanks for Randy boy to add to my list. But, I didn't understand a word of the song. Today, I asked my baby if he loved me. I know it might sound too familar to Pickleberryfairy. Once in a while, I need to know. Cause I'm starting to drift away. Today, I didn't do much. Cause boss sent me a wrong file. Lala was tired and sleepy. Wish she could just nap away. Today, I spoke to my Queen bitch. And often missed her these days. But she made me drool over flying my ass there. I know she misses her baby bitch. Today is just today. Did you have a bad day? I hope I have a better day tomorrow. I just need to know if you really do? If you really do love me. Lala drifts away....
I took a copyright entry from PIckleberryfairy's blog. Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me, It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished, for one more day with you. One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you. One more day. First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone And keep the TV off I'd hold you every second Say a million I love you's That's what I'd do, with one more day with you. One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you. One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then againI know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day. Leave me wishing still for one more day. Leave me wishing still for one more day,With you. One more day. One more day... ONE MORE DAY : DIAMOND RIO Thanks babe! =)
 We are just 2 girls who just wanna have fun! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
A DAY OUT WITH PICKLEBERRYFAIRY... and the Chawamushi in the making! I swear the clock in my body is set. Though it's the holiday I would just be up despite sleeping late. Woke up at 9am, with wide eyes and a tired body. Been so tired ever since the Arsenal match. Reports preparation was disturbed by the temptation to check out Friendster and blogs. What to do! I was bored! The sudden craving of BK burger thanks to Mr. Randy and his starwars Bk website! P/S: If Randy was a kid again, I'll bring him home and swing him round and round till he gets dizzy! I'll buy him an ice cream or two and sit him on see- saws and swings. I'll be a sweet mummy, I promise! Randy the dude with the cute baby pictures. Girls... Wanna get to know him... he's Single! Msg me! *bleah* I think I'm gonna get killed by him! Met Pickleberryfairy at Tampines. Our Esprit shopping begins. I bought a bag and she bought a sweater thingy. Nice....! Next stop: Supermarket frenzy with a trolley that Pickleberryfairy rolls on and Lala just adds the items in! Objectives: 4 tubs of ice cream and oreo cookies. Aim: Mudpie for our darlings! (No copyright for other people ok fairy?) June with Pickeberryfairy and Lala: Destination: MerryLand Objectives: Gym, tennis, cooking, bumming and simply chilling! Reason: Avril's crashing! WE ARE BOTH HAVING OUR HOLIDAYS! "Wouldn't it be nice" if you had yours too? The Chawamushi night: Objectives: Practise doing before Cook up day with the kids on Friday. Results: Perfect! Lesson Learnt: Don't put too much chicken stock! I'm missing someone. I'm missing the last time we touched. I'm missing the hugs. I'm missing the smiles. I'm missing the way you hold my hand. I'm missing the way kiss me. I'm missing the way you laughed. I'm missing the way you hold me in your arms. I'm missing the way you smell. I'm missing you sing. I'm missing your messages. I missing the way you sleep. I'm missing the way you talk. I'm missing your voice. I'm missing someone. I'm missing you. I'm missing my love. I'm missing Cheng. Lala dances off with her dragonflies in her Merryland.....
 My sunday with baby *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Just look at Lala's weekend filled with action, work, late nites, last minute, rush rush rush, dance dance dance, gunners gunners gunners, endless action pack weekend proudly sponsered by...... yours truly Friday Finally the weeked I've been waiting for. After a week's of busy Japan with the kids, it's moshi moshi to a day out for a treat. Destination: A musical "Alexander" Preview: Bad seats, not enough seats. But, kids laughed, teachers laughed, I laughed. Good singing, good songs, farni people, bad day for Alexander. Poor boy! We were late heading back to school that I had to take a cab to send Zac and Issac back home! Till then, the weekends here... yipee! Saturday Slept @ 2am and woke up @ 7am. Last mintues reports, photos to write! I'm rushed!!! Open house and lots of things to plan for next's week cook up day! No one, bored and simply ice packs for us on a damn hot day! Parent teacher conference went on for an hour. As what baby would say "Why you talk so much" Well, what to do? "Still want me anot?" dear? Grinz Headed home with no plans and no plans. Slept, work, and slept! The hour has come.. The match everyone is waiting for. My sister thought it was a "Liverpool and Arsenal match". Think her heart still lies in Capetown. P/s: great singapore sale is now on!!! according to her. Chilling on MSN with Randy in a bit. and it's time!! it's time!! Out of home and off to Mel's place @ East coast with papa, mummy, sis and her darling. Where's my darling you might ask? If u've seen a tall skinny dude @Chijmes all geared up! that's him. Well, Mel's place was a nice chilling bar, with cool pool table. Yesh, believe or not, I'm at a bar with my family watching soccer. What was missing! I forgot to bring Digi out! For those toony tunes who don't know who won, SHAME ON YOU! It's the gunners it's them. Home sweet home for stoopid man U players. Go RIP like you all always say! I'm a happy Lala today cause I'm proud to be a Gooner. I'm happy today cause baby is happy. Sunday I dreamt of temptation island again. The beach is calling me. The romantic nites with him and of couse... the sun, the sand the sea. I can't wait. Can I pack now and wait at the ferry terminal with u? I've got a date with Mr. Sillytoday. Counting down the time till we head out... Lots of things to buy and home we will go. Mass at OLPS later with our Pickleberryfairy. I miss that girl! For now, I gotta wake my baby in that bed. and get ready for our little date. It's a nice day. I know it'll be! More pictures to scream at if you're a MAN U fan!!!! Booo hooo to U!
 Go home and RIP! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 We Fly, they fly... awesome fly! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The champions.... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Save of the day! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Tired Lala As you can see from the photos.... I had a long long day from Friday till now. Had a blasting time watching the gunners play! Will blog tommorrow, when my fingers are ready to type. For now... baby's call and my bed! Good night!
 I'm proud to be a gooner... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 the stars... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 the winners.... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 getting ready for the big match! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 This is what you do when u're faced with boredom and is only left with the digi to play with. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 on my way to school.... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Friday: On our way to Alexander the musical. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Energy level is running low. 5am and working, working working. Think I need water rich food to get me going... Lala's day starts her day soon. Can't wait for musical later! Yawn! Shall come home to sleep tonight! Hello Friday... hello weekends! yippee!!!
 My day at work! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Long day at school, dancing, dancing dancing! k2's dance is tomorrow and they are dancing silly! Practise Practise practise till I was late meeting Mr. Silly. *sorry hubs* I had a nice fuggy chocolate cake today. Ate two servings! Yesh! Baby and I was tempted by the sight of the fudge on the cake and the melted chocolate! We haven't eaten one in ages. Today's cake was awesome, every moment of that bite was unforgettable. Don't you think baby? We'll find more chocolates cakes and grow fat! Then we would find more slimming centres. The confirmed date is set! "I'm leaving on a ferry... I know when i'll be back again.. So babe I can't wait to go!" 22 June to 24th June! Baby and me will enter the temptation island of the sun, sand and the sea. Cramps are bad! Shoo shoo...!!!! Musical with the kids .. Alexander the little boy... who... oh! Will update after I watched it. *Exclusively for kids only* Blech! So my bestie...... (you know who u are) Never wanna see you upset.
It's as simple as something that nobody knows that her eyes are as big as her bubbly toes, on the feet of a queen of the hearts of the cards and her feet are all covered with tar balls and scars. It's as common as something that nobody knows that her beauty will follow wherever she goes, up the hill in the back of her house in the wood she'd love me forever, I know she could. I remember when, you and me, mmm how we used to be just good friends Wouldn't give me none. But all I wanted was some. She's got a whole lot of reasons she cant think of a single one That can justify leaving. And he got none but he thinks she got so many problems and he got, too much time to waste His dreams are like commercials but her dreams are picture perfect and our dreams are so related though they're often underestimated It's as simple as something that nobody knows that. Well I was eating lunch at the D. L. G. when this little girl came and she sat next to me never seen nobody move the way she did. Well she did and she does and she'll do it again When you move like a jellyfish. Rhythm don't mean nothing. If you would only listen. You might just realize what you're missing. You're missing me If you would only listen, you might just realize what you're missing. You're missing me I wouLd like thee bubbly toes with a nice white dress. Run through the garden of wild white roses with the rainbow shinning and the sun smiling. Can I have your bubbly toes?
The moods have gone. Think it's the PMS? I'm late. The holiday plans takes me away. Hot day that nearly killed my cells. Took the afternoon class again. Tired yet helpless. Work is needed to be done! Breathe, breathe, breathe and kill those germs away! Hello oxygen, goodbye carbon dioxide. Success journal is something that keeps my mind thinking. Hello Thursday, goodbye Wednesday. Kids falling sick. Spotlight shopping must be done! The urge for a nice massage. Can I borrow your hands honey? Back to the world of "work brought home" Think it's a bad habit. If only a lap top could solve this habit! Hair's long. Can I have a hair massage and a hair cut? Sponsers anyone? Not broke! I saved money this month! And baby's proud of me. 15k... Watch me! Lala's come to conquer! For now...... Hello my love... and I'm missing you. I can't wait for my long awaited date on sunday!
 The hot hot day! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The cutie pies......... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The mind reader i love.. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Hubby and me! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 here I go again... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 the kisses that last... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Today's hot feature... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
u know those days when just feeling the emo and you just wanna delete everything from your blog? Lala'a having one of those days. In the past, it was just F*$# it n delete everything. but today, she will think about it. Long day at school. Cooking vegetable soup with the K2. D was out so Tee Lala had to take over. Brendan was a cutie pie, so was Ryan. Felt faint after school. All Lala wanted was just to see him. .............................. that's all could be said. Didn't sleep well last night, perhaps this would be another night. Feeling the spinning pain in her head Brain insanely can't function. Could be the skipped fast lunch and no dinner. She's dying to hop on a flight machine and zooooom off. Feels like jet lagged rides that are getting to her. She needs some sparing hugs. Just one or two would bring a smile. She crave for a drink. A drink would just perk up the mood. Somewhat a missing out in list. A martini lychee soon xiao bao? Lala can sit here and talk about everything. The gloomy weather those awful feelings sulking away in her subconscious mind the unproductive restless 2 nights without doing a damn work. She's disturbed Maybe there's more to her than meets the eye. She's rambling. Think she should stop.
 Did I tell you of my addiction to him? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Just got back from school, whoa! A whole lot of dancing practise with the K2 kids for their parent night! It's Part 2 tomorrow... more dancing, singing and ........ late afternoons. Managed to squeeze in some time to take a peek to blog. Thanks for doing up my blog baby, really appreciate it especially when I'm piled up with work now. Managed to call up the tuition centre to get one or two tuition assignment. Yesh! Extra cash to pay off my uni fees and of course working towards baby and my aim of 30k together. It's hard work.... but we know it's worth it. =) Have planned out my schedules for the next two saturdays, open house and parent teacher conference. Tough weeks ahead with overtime on Saturdays. Hopefully I can still make it for novena. Ok... gotta get back to work! Or rather taking a nap! I swear been falling asleep once the clock strikes 9pm! Thanks to the sit ups! They wake me up a little here and there! Lala skips away.... By the way... a song dedicated to my Pickleberryfairy! I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons Finally content with a past I regret I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness For once I'm at peace with myself I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long I'm movin' on I've lived in this place and I know all the faces Each one is different, but they're always the same They mean me no harm, but it's time that I face it They'll never allow me to change But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong I'm movin' on I'm moving on At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me And I know there's no guarentees, but I'm not alone There comes a time in everyone's life When all you can see are the years passing by And I have made up my mind that those days are gone I've sold what I could and packed what I couldn't Stopped to fill up on my way out of town I've loved like I should, but lived like I shouldn't I had to lose everything to find out Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road I'm movin' on I'm movin' on I'm movin' on Rascal Flatts- I'm moving on.....
 On the way to the trains... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 A picture 2 years back of the gurlies and the man... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
HaPPy BirthdaY MaMA! 14th May 2005 The weekend was nice and sweet, yet filled with work commitments that I couldn't put off! Apologizes to Pickleberryfairy for not reading your blog! I really haven't had the time to read people's blog. Spent a nice Saturday with Novena with my fairy, then heading to town to meet Mr. Silly. Town to Great world to City hall! We're on free bus rides! We couldn't find many agencies for our Bintan trip! But that aint making us give up... We'll probably head down to Golden Mile or Peace Centre next sunday. Took a train down to Our lady of Lourdes church for the mass made for Mama. When they sang "Our Father", I closed my eyes and thought of my mama dearest. I didn't see her smile, but i saw the image of us at Mandai room, where we watched the coffin being carried by the rollers to the cremetion machines. That was the last time I saw my mama dearest. As tears filled, I quickly opened my eyes and saw where I really was. Thank goodness,Mr. Silly was next to me. Had dinner with my parents, and Godparents. Yummy fried rice and swet and sour pork! It was nice having baby having dinner with us! =) I'm blessed with the best hubby! And the night ended with a short walk to Bugis where Lala bought milk, cereals and some fish thingy for my Chawamushi! The sundaY "ForGiVe and NOT fOrgEt " Spent the morning rushing through work and helping Pickleberryfairy with her blog! I swear I didn't realise I haven't read her updated entries. And speaking for which... for those friends who left their blog adds with me! I'm sorry!!!! I really been so busy with work... and i haven't been Miss Kay po to see how much you guys have grown! Soon....sooon.. soon.... Miss Kay Po will be back soon! Met the fairy for mass at OLPS. Mass was good, choir was AWESOME, Hymns were amazingly comforting to the heart and gave me peace. The homily was filled with jokes and simply "Forgive and not forget" It applies to everyone of us. Mass at OLPS always made Lala feel proud of to God's child and to be a catholic. It makes Lala pray more and think about how life should be going. I prayed for Mama, my family, Baby's exams, my work, my hand, Emma, bintan trip and more and more.. Endless prayers but I know God listens... A question for you? Have you been praying? Had dinner at Tampines and headed home for work work and more work. The week ahead is gonna be busy so busy! Busy like the bumblebee! No time for net, no time to slack. No time for blog, no time to look. Busy oh busy! I'm the busy bumblebee. A song that was introdued by a buddy of mine.... The song's sweet Dedicated to you baby..... I set out on a narrow way, many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushin' through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you That every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there, you understand It's all part of a grander plan, that is comin' true That every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I'm just rolling home, into my lovers arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Rascal Flatts - God blessed the broken road I'm loving every minute with you. Thanks for letting me know you love me no matter what. I'm glad I hung on to my love all this while. Cause God lead me to you after all. I love you Mr. Silly!
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Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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