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Dear you, Thanks for picking me up Thanks for taking me to the doctor Thanks for hugging me to sleep Thanks for keeping me company when I'm weak Thanks for watching me sleep Thanks for eating the chocolate cake in front of me Thanks for kisses and comfort Thanks for being one of your own. You took good care of me. Psst! Muah. Love Lala Dear Pickleberryfairy, Sorry for tuaing you for dinner. Lala isn't feeling too good after the trip to the doctor. Hoping and wishing for 7 days MC. Well, it's back to school tommorow despite getting a day off from doc. Hopefully well enough to see ya. For now, don't miss me or japanese balls. just pray I'll get well.. Thanks! Miss ya babe! Love, Lala
 Lala and her feverIt finally came with symptoms of a bad throat, urge of vomitting, cough, dizzy spells and fever. Lala's missing you. My heart just sank when I heard your voice. Lala missed her waffle date with Pickleberryfairy. Lala's caught up with her night with pills, water and her bed. Good night. I'm happy to be your gurlie.
I found a letter that brought my baby and I together... A letter I wrote before he left for Aussie. The words brought tears as I read it through.. I'm sorry if I woke you up. I'm not angry with you. I just wished you were here, when I felt down and lost. Didn't want a fight nor argue. I wasn't feeling upset or mistrust. I was just feeling down. Not about you or us. But... inconfidence of my ability to strive. The silent killer became a silent doubter. Will you pray for me?
The Monday blues comes along... Lala was so excited for school today that she couldn't sleep the night before. Thanks to her baby lobster, he talked till she knocked out. Sunday was great with Pickleberryfairy. Another coffee session, bitching and simply catching up though they haven't seen each other for just 4 days! Feels good to be home but Lala's missing the beach, long walks and the sun! Lala's peeling like a snake, Pickleberryfairy said she looked burnt! Chao ta lobsters they were at church! Mass was amazing, with no surprise. Brings peace, comfort and joy to hearts like hers. Each mass felt like a gossip session with god, mama and of course her gurdian angels. If you had one, what would u name him/her? She'll name hers sweetiepee! Grinz! School was quite good! Lala misses her kids! Classroom is bigger, more kids around. And well, she's glad that she is learning alot more. With her principal guidance, she's already told she will be taking the k2. Can you imagine? If she was at the old centre, she'll take a million years to just take the graduating class cause they will always give to senior teachers. It's good and bad news. More pressure, more things to read up and learn and of course... She needs better time management for my time! She knows she can do it!!! For now, work hard in weekdays and enjoy the weekends! Gotta date with Joey this weekend, a junior from KC whom she haven't seen in ages and she can't wait to see her baby soon hopefully on Sunday for mass with Pickleberryfairy too! Yawn... Tv time...
 A sunday with Pickleberryfairy *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
HOOOOOOWHoOOOOOOO................
Yesh, finally back with my honey boy from Temptation Island. Day one:Well, we're both burnt, exhausted and simply happy. 4 whole days away from civilisation, away from quarrels, busy world and I guess reality. It was a getaway for us to make up for the times we lost and of course making our relationship back on track. So.... just a peek into our so called "honeymoon" Ferry was fine, at least no sea sick. Weather was awesome! Reached there with a long wait for our room. People simply didn't wanna check out early! Well, managed to walk around, have lunch at the restaurant which was pretty ex. We figured for the next few days: GOOD FREE BREAKFAST, NO LUNCH AND NICE DINNER! Budget holiday as you see. Checked into the room, I swear the bed was so inviting to sleep! Though we did... Night time, finding dinner and walk walk walk.. exploring around so that we could plan what's in for tommorrow. And yesh, my baby's favourite mode of entertainment in the room, the TV. So well, we caught the shows from Singapore! Haha! That's how pigs we were. Day two: Yummy breakfast! Full full full!! Long walks on the beach, waves hitting. Awesome time spent! Yesh, back to resort to swim! Finally! Spotted funny people, like gays and more gays! Is this the gays paradise? The sun was hot hot hot! Yesh, it roasted two pigs, one skinny one and a fat one. Think u can figure that out. We're burnt! Almost a whole day's of swimming and tanning! Hungry? Yesh.... of course! Dinner and free shuttle of other resorts. Funny how the rest of the places seem so deserted... and I mean deserted! Where did all the people go?As we explored the places, the people where disappearing. Freaky? Well, you haven't heard the freaky things I saw. Rain rain rain... Heavy rain which made us stay indoors for some pool and baby making fwenz to play table tennis. Well, as he got occupied, I walked around to shop for bubble bubble gummy! After which, we headed to the Kelong where the view was simply awesome! As we waited for the sun to go away, we had our afternoon nap! Yesh, sleep... the required leisure of Lala and her boy. Back for a swim in the late afternoon where we spotted a singapore actress and some perverted husband who's cameras that they always had to test around the pool while their wives are swimming away. Yesh, the perverted men and their cameras! BE AWARE!!! Headed back to the room for some TV and dinner! The dinner was a fantastic buffet which a band playing for each table. For those who wondered what was ours, listen to my blog song and you'll hear (although they did a better version).
To my baby..... in every storm we shared these past months. I wasn't swept away from the love you shown. It made me see how far the future lies for us. The future is created by fate and us. By every promises and love we share, I know we would make things right. Thanks for letting me know you love me, cause you know I do love you too... yours always, the silent killer.
I know, it's been coming for some time. When it is over, so they say, it'll rain a sunny day. I know, shining down like water. I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? I want to know, have you ever seen the rain? Coming down on a sunny day? Yesterday and days before, sun is cold and rain is hard. I know, been that way for all my time. Till forever on it goes, through the circle, fast and slow, I know, it can't stop, I wonder. Creedence Clearwater Revival - "Have you ever seen the rain?" Looking at the lyrics now, I think God planned events, songs and places for a reason. Don't ya think baby?
All burnt out Tired we are Will blog when energy regains for now...... Enjoy the pictures and feel the love Good night!
 While waiting we snap! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 smile honey! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 on the ferry... way we go! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 On eagles wingS? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Welcome to Bintan.. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Put where put wherE? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Chess with the mind reader *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Another Liu Xing Hua Yuan? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Part 2 episode... don't forget the crab holes that naughty boy closes with sand! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 See.... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 SuperGAL! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 hear the waves?? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Look! Banana boat! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 A question for you... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 niCE! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Thanks for cleaning siR! Winkz *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 water? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 wine? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Dinner time! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Yesh... we resorted to pool while the rain fell *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Rain rain go away! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 That's how much he eats! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Breakfast! yummy! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Part 1 *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The bedroom scene part 2 *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 *The Silent Killer* *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Smile! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 I love this picture of you... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 I jump u jump? *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Kelong *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Kelong *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Kelong *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The burnt out killer and her mind reader *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Goodbye Bintan.. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Bintan with us - 22nd June - 25th June 2005 *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
CHECK OUR BABY OUT
 This is what we did today at Funan! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 This is what we did today at Funan! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Friday the night with *cough cough* gaLz
We caught the cough cough symtoms. Yes! As Pickleberryfairy and Lala makes a trip down to town. We wished on a hope that Alvin won't come running back to Wisma dragging the
*Cough cough* gals home. BUT! like what other gals would always think, "The cure of any disease, illness, sadness and depressed = Shopping" From beach wear to project shop, to Zara... As we cough our way, we try the clothes our way. The feeling of shopping at Zara without paying? WHY NOT? Got extra free tee for baby too. Not bad for a deal. Bus 14 for us and it's our iPOd that keeps us awake from*cough cough* Long waiting dinner that made us angry! Fairy's long complain list. BUT Coffee club was a good place to end the night Cool place with good strawberry cheese cake Yummy! The long wait, OOPS! Did we come too early? Kiasu Singaporeans we are or rather I am. Third in quene and of course a long 3 hour wait. Patience paid off with the limited stock they have, we managed to get what we wanted. The phone and the thumbdrive for just 51 bucks. And course, we brought our baby home. So calculating after selling the phone. We paid a good price for the Digi! Awwwwwwww... Makes us long for Bintan more... Come Wednesday come! TodayisanicedaycauseIspentitwithbaby.Wedidn'tfightbutkissedandsmiledandsmiledandsmiled.Ilovehim!muah!
Dear You, Long day at tuition that created a bad dizzy head. Sorry Rosie that I couldn't make it for tthe surprise party. I'm missing all my besties though! Cough cough....... I nearly lost someone precious to me today and it made me have a bad dream. The same tears that rolled down my eyes. I never want to have that feeling. Shoo shoo... I'm Avril and that's who I'm gonna be. Never wanna see you upset or angry. You mean the world to me. You know it. I love u. Tomorrow will be a better day, I pray. A short half hour date in the midst of Baby's studying in City hall and meeting Pickleberryfairy in town. For now, I will live my life with passion. I will control my emotions. I will find back my real me. I will not tear or scream. I will smile and laugh with you. Just like the old good times. I need you, faith, trust and time. Will you wait and trust in me?
When I'm sad, I tear in bed. Where dolphin and the puppy would hear my cries. I remember a night ago, it happened again. Each time I cry, it seems like they hear my sadness. Funny how soft toys reads your mind. I remember a dream I had on that sad night. Each time I cried on a particular night, a similar dream would just appear. Mama's funeral... This time, I dreamt of that fearful room. "DOA" Death On Arrival. I remember holding her cold hands. Crying very badly, it fact I felt it. Was it a sign? Was Mama telling me something? Each time I was down, she would appear. The next time, I hope she spoke to me. I have Mama's picture by my bed side. Each time I got a nightmare, I would turn to the picture and say: "Mama, protect me" I woke up from that tearful night. My pillow was wet, not drools, but tearsfrom my eyes that rolled up my cheek Imagine sleeping at 5am and waking up at 6am That's all I slept that night. Between that time, my eyes were doubled swelled. Tired, crying and more crying in dreams. Maybe mama telling me that no matter how down I am, She's here, loving me and watching over me. I love my Mama and I miss her. I know she's smiling in that dream. =) Today, Lala is a sleepy gurlie. No more quarrels. But happy with Baby! Counting down the days to temptation island... Bintan .... here we come! But before that, I need motivation for my work planning! Dearest Pickleberryfairy, Hope you get better, so that I can meet you before I head off! Lurve, Lala! Dearest Baby,
thanks for being the greatest gift in my life. No doubt, you are my everything. I can't wait getting away with you For our little preview of honeymoon. For now, Study hard. And I'm counting down with you. love you.... Lurve, Avrgulie
 To my dear niC! *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 To the man... *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
Here I am typing away in Pickleberryfairy's place. The fairy swims while Lala laze. Not because she's lazy but she didn't bring attire. Nevertheless, the tennis game will still be on later.
The emotional state of mind reaches another level..... Thanks Randy boy for the advicez, thanks Pickleberryfairy for yummy lunch and tennis. I will leave and lead my life.
I'm tired....
Will someone carry me home?
.Only required when free. thanks for dinner Pickleberryfairy
Funny how face massage works and how the clock just endlessly ticking away. OH! How good would it be to stop time. Funny how missing someone with time passing so slowly.. and what's in your heart beat just beating faster when you're counting down. why does time just zoom past us... like cheetah? Ok, think I indulged in too much animal planet? The king of the jungle is sleeping on my couch. The love of cooking makes me feel good. If only i was so passionate about clearing my messy room. Today is privacy day. With only music, aircon and simply enjoying the time. Music is the souce of love, comfort and peace. Love the mood of acid jazz for the night... from the influene of a old chill out kaki. Hooked onto soundtrack is making me feel temptation island. Counting down the days... 12 As I count down, tomorrow will be Pickleberryfairy and Lala's walking indulgence and our date with him, the one we both love. He understands us most, need no introduction nor explainations. He came back when we held on for one more day.
Journey By Angela Zhang It's a long long journey Till I know where I'm supposed to be It's a long long journey And I don't know if I can believe When shadows fall and block my eyes I am lost and know that I must hide It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you Many days I've spent Drifting on through empty shores Wondering what's my purpose Wondering how to make me strong I know I will falter I know I will cry I know you'll be standing by my side It's a long long journey And I need to be close to you Sometimes it feels no one understands I don't even know whyI do the things I do When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul Will you break down these walls and pull me through Cause It's a long long journey Till I feel that I am worth the price You paid for me on calvary Beneath those stormy skies When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes It feel like everything is out to make me lose control It's a long long journey Till I find my way home to you... to you Lala snugs in her bed...
It's just one day I'm dazed after a day at the zoo It's just one day the weather nearly killed my brain cells. It's just one day I coughed too much. It's just one day I needed more rest and stop talking. It's just one day that I wished more tuition assigments would come in handy. It's just one day away that I hope to see him. It's just one day to the weekends. It's just one day..... that very one day.... I HAD A HAIR CUT!!!!
*SmileZ*
* It's just me and my Zoo today *
Here I am .... Finally blogging after the long weekend of walking, late nights with work, the missing moments of Mr. Silly.And finally the mid week, though sometimes the blues comes in.... BUT! I look for every moment I'm going to spend with him. By the way... HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY HONEY! THANKS FOR LOVING ME THE WAY YOU DO, IT'S A DREAM, AN ENDLESS DREAM THAT NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE, A DREAM THAT LAST, A DREAM THAT FULFILL PROMISES AND HOPES. THANKS BABY, YOU REALLY MAKE ME HAPPY!
And that's how life is. Tomorrow is Zoo day with the little ones.... Long day, need an early night and not forgetting the dose of Pi Pa Kau. Good night!
 The little boy *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 Bottle cap: the little girl *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 the fate that brought them together.. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 The show I indulged in *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
*Cough Cough* Lala needs a doC and a whole lot of love!
Thanks to Mr. Silly, Pickleberryfairy and Xiao Bao for past few days
Currently Listening to: "I'm moving on" (Rascal Flatts) For the sick hearted... This group smooths the mind, body and soul
 My love, my life, my everything.. *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
MY FAVOURITE THINGS..... Raindrops on roses, And whiskers on kittens, Bright copper kettles And warm woolen mittens. Brown paper packages Tied up with string, These are a few of my favorite things. Cream colored ponies, And crisp apple strudel. Doorbells and sleighbells And schnitzel with noodles, Wild geese that fly With the moon on their wings, These are a few of my favorite things. Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes, Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes, Silver white winters that melt into springs These are a few of my favorite things. When the dog bites, When the bee stings, When I'm feeling sad. I simply remember my favorite things, And then I don't feel so bad! Inspired by the Sound of muSic... here's my favourite things I know I know... I'm suppose to be busy @work! But!!!! I need a break! So..... have fun in merryland!
 *Some of my favourite things* *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
 *Some of my favourite things* *PiNNed uP by tHe drAgONfLies*
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