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As so the story goes, Lala had a great weekend. More pictures coming to a screen near you. She's missing her fairy from Jurong! Lala needs her sleep and she means Sleep! She heard a story that day it was a story she dreamt before for every reason she fell the scar of my fall lies within You did a good job hope u're happy now. Lala's off to her Merryland where she meets new people that she simply adores... for every reason that her path crossed yours... thank you... for making her see life as a better path... Chloe, Rosa, Krithin, Angel, Melody, Ann, Jasmine, Betta and bro Sunny, Led, Shirley, Wan Rou, Dolor's Daddy, Chloe's dad and mum, her cats and dogs, Dolor's car and MAC, Xiao Bao's gang.. Audrey and blah blah blah..., the silent gal and of course.. my besties gfs and shing that she missed so clearly, bestie Pickleberryfairy and the guys..., Xiaobao, her bitchy Egeria and Becky. Ok.... as Dolor nags her to sleep... Lala's got to sleep to be ready for her date! Good night lonely world
 
Lala meets her worst fear The gastric morons have attacked! Busy nights are the silent killers Have you met a Cave girl? Oh! that was a funny joke. John Mayer's the hottie with the tune of "Beatbox" that smooths the night. Calenders have never been busy Lala and her absence mind Dates dates dates...... Someone write me a date Errrrrrtime.... as the music plays on Lala raves for a martini lychee I'm out... You make me wanna Lala....
You find yourself falling down Your hopes in the sky But your heart's like grape gum on the ground And you try to find yourself In the abstractions of religion And the cruelty of everyone else And you wake up to realize Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive That's when suddenly everything fades or falls away Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which we've made We've compromised our pride And sacrificed out health We have to demand more Not of each other But more from ourselves Cause when you're standing in deep water And you're bailing yourself out with a straw When you're drowning in deep water And you wake up making love to a wall Well it's these little times that help to remind It's nothing without love *Lost in Translation*
 So this is what you mean And this is how you feel So this is how you see And this is how you breathe Sometimes I know Sometimes I go down deep Oh........ Touching every breath All a slight off hand For everything you left Sometimes I know Sometimes I go down deep Oh Sometimes I give myself away Sometimes I know down deep... Deep - Binoculars
 He whispered in my ears "I healed your heart before Believe that I will again for every moment you fall I'll catch you and rub the pain away" Each time I entered his house, I found myself away from the world it was just between me and him. Why? For the many reasons I asked why. The times I fell and lost myself, he'll pick my pieces and pierce the heart For every piercing cut in me, I dropped a tear of pain. A pain one would never know A pain one would never understand A feeling so deep yet sometimes it just aint enough 'The weakness in me' as my ipod would play. As I left his place, I hope I find my peace again... someday, somewhere ... maybe...
    Finally! finally! Finally!!! pictures that have been missed!
It's been a while since I walked along the streets of town Yesh... as in the whole day! Thanks to Dolor's car ride that made me feel better. I swear I take forever to upload pictures! Seeing how on'z Pickleberryfairy is! Gosh! Lala's been such LiL laze... I shall finish it up by tomorrow, that is if I finish my work! Today was a nice day meeting XiaoBao, Audrey, Andrew and er.. the other silent girl I'm bad with names! Thanks Xiao Bao for walking all the way to Far east! You know i still lurve ya despite you being 5! I miss my fairy! who's flying by church before she heads back to lifeless wEst! Grinz!!!! I'm a LiL lazE! (Thankz Jeanette, don't have to remind me) Signing off.... Phone rings.... my bed calls... my dreams stinks! Nitey!
Officially a laze to blog
And too many pictures to upload I'm back with a sleeping problem It's bad I know. Happy birthday to this island and boos to the fireworks I was supposedly to catch Reflections tell the story Massive downloading is in progress "Willy Wonka... Willy Wonka" I'm driving Dolor with utter madness. Catch it if you can I'm a laze in disguise in random When I get things and feelings right... I'll be coming back here. Good night
Today is an emo day Today is a grumpy day Today is a day not to think Today is Sunday Today is nice mass. Today is laze day Today is not a day to blog Good night *Will update when I'm done with the pictures*
PooF! Stoned after all that blading and running this morning PooF! It was good hot sun PooF! Lala's off for another hot session PooF! I can't wait to see you all!
I have a confession to make... I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF YOU TONIGHT! Do you smell the chickadee chicks and the vodka? For this moment... I'm not done with last nite entry... It'll come soon. Lala has lost her voice.... It's a struggle waking up every morning and vomitting. I'm off to East Coast for some run with my kids and their Daddy and mummy! So now.... Goodbye to the world.... the indulgence of Vodka... it's calling me ....
I miss Pickleberryfairy and Dolor!
But FEAR NOT Cause Friday's night a day where people meet, people eat and people drink! I long for the Vodka And Dolor's Bacardi And of course... the sight of my dearest fwen and her dearie! Hoping we would see some of their other dearies too. Not forgetting the sex guru and her girlie... with some milky sweetie and the factory outlet! Yippeee! While Lala and Dolor gets ready for some NTUC shopping, Lala's craving for chicky chick... Yawn! ZZZZzzzzzzz Long day for Thurday and Friday East Coast Park where I'll be for the kiddy kids run Hoping for some tan and burn As I speak funny bunny now.... Dolor just said "Shit! I didn'y do my laundry!" Whoa... That's funny. Lala's confused What day is it today? OH! What the Fuck... I'm high on the cough mixture... *Cough cough* I'm losing my voice again when Dolor loves when it happens. Good night! I lost myself in this world where I can't see myself again.
Your eye is on the sparrow And Your hand, it comforts me From the ends of the Earth to the depth of my heart Let Your mercy and strength be seen You call me to Your purpose As angels understand For Your glory, may You draw all men As Your love and grace demand And I will run to You To Your words of truth Not by might, not by power But by the spirit of God Yes I will run the race 'Till I see Your face Oh let me live in the glory of Your grace Here I am running an endless race Where I run tore the broken heart Dazed and amazed How people see the light of life how little ones shine with simplicity of things Often emo throughout the nights I'm having an overdose Maybe as I live on I see how much I fall Maybe this race is meant to be for me to run and fall bear all the tears and pain But at the end of this race I see people smiling without a broken smile but tears of pride and love. For those who made me laugh these 2 weeks Thanks. For Dolor, Pickleberryfairy and Xiao Bao... I love you all very very much Lala can't wait for some martini and vodka with you..... though she's utterly craving for some bbq! Awwwwwwww... The holidays are coming we're gonna drown our sorrows live happy for that moment and run away for that moment...
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+*LookinG ARounD*!+
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+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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