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A tempted moment of opening my CS2 to put up some pixs
My tired eyes and weak body form aint doing too well Running from one class to four classes even a perfect weekend aint good enough to handle I had a good weekend A night at MOS to a dinner surprise on Saturday planned by baybee and with extra surprises from Pickle and Bao thank you This birthday is more than enough to remember now the shutterbug would be up soon *promises* Nitey!
Stole a site from bestie pickle..... I'm sleepy and drowsy and I'm counting down to a date I have with my baybee...
I have a birthday date with baybee tomorrow
Clueless about this birthday surprise from her BUT... I can't wait! As I groove to the beats of Benny Benassi I'm 2 hours away to a night @MOS with my grooving babes, my sex guru and my hottie baybeee... It's Friday! Yipeeee!!!
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Where we often find ourselves in deepest thoughts and simplity heart naive and sudden the urge of being found lies within one when reality sometimes collide with time the uncertainity and doubtful questions awaits the night to end for today Sitting by this profuse mood I will continue to type as I touch the keys Seeing many imaginary lines drawn all over the perplexity lands many into mystery of how it works Searching within our soul confusion state overcomes the fear Fear of losing, finding and losing once again protecting one self of getting hurt and emotionally drained It's ok to tear once a while, yet be grateful and brave to reach for the better things and dreams Where everything in those shades looks so empty and dark The reflect of the light makes us stronger and fight back to reality and move on in the right sensible direction There is a certain place and time for that sunlight Be patient and it will shine for you I'm a dreamer those pieces of mine I often pick I fixed them into that jigsaw of four walls and there I see that's all I could be it was just me
While suffering a massive insomia weekend
the little gurlie has set her tired eyes surfing her favourite webbies She is so shocked by her love for the following sites that it kills her baybee sometimes I think I have learnt an addiction to fill.... my wardrobe, shoe rack and the pleasure of my eyes The wardrobe pleasure one The wardrobe pleasure two The shoe rack addiction one The shoe rack addiction two Pleasure of just peeking And so, I'm happy the addiction is undercontrol with little temptation to overcome Waiting for baybee to wake up while I finish up my work! It's Saturday and a lazing day once again!
Another week's zooming past hope you enjoyed the written poem by my kids @work and myself It's amazing how I managed to get through the week without the Mc and how I just tahan this darn cough of mine Looking into the first two hours of Saturday, I asked myself "How did time pass me so quickly?" Been planning out routes and spending for the trips and somehow we figured Sydney was place more to see and remember rather than Melbourne So what's hopefully to be confirmed soon: Flying to Sydney, driving to Melbourne for a 4-5 days trip head back to sydney about about 2 weeks and last stop driving to the blue mountains before flying back The excitement is building the tension of saving and working hard for money Calculating, able to afford and have balance to carry on saving. Work's been on the tough side lately, with the little time of preparation I'm grateful for baybee for sending me to work everyday and making sure I get enough sleep due to the bad cough I had A week before this, late nights to prepare something special and this Sat, I'm back to mugging with work once again Valentine's day was great.... 1. Making Chocolate coated strawberries with the kiddos 2. Having to have the kids feel proud about their poem 3. Meeting Baybee for a nice dinner 4. In the midst of dinner came a special surprise..... *A love me or hate me moment, where baybee was shocked to her wits* Giving a funny grin, I remembered that look on that face and said "baby!!!" Yesh, my baybee is now a proud owner of the ipod Nano. Despite the deal was 'NO PRESENTS' Come on: Welcome to the Nano club! 5. And to end the day, the dvd player played 40 year old virgin which I only managed to finish watching 2 days back! Speaking about pressies, I have received 4 presents today for this 23rd exclusively from baybee who won't be in Singapore in March Now, I'm the proud owner of.... 1. white handphone cover to avoid mixed up with our similar phones 2. A BMW ... in ten years *winks* 3. a white bag I've been hunting 4. a CD player which connects to my Nano and last of all... something special that lead to many tearful smiles 5. A globe shaped jigsaw puzzle with the picture of Ariel the mermaid Something sentimental relating to my childhood and a jigsaw I used to have of the cartoon that never could be completed due to a missing piece. Thank You LOVE! *Sweetest smiles, hugs and kisses* I can't wait for the 25th: the special day
I love family dinners, where cousins gather and the food we tumble upon despite that growing tummy just when we thought we could escape the after effect new year belly Here we are indulging too much into my mummy's cooking I've completed some of my work thanks to baybee Wise brains, fast hands and a good concentration of magnets! My kiddos's valenetine's pressie for their parents are almost ready Yesh, month of Feb: Love is in the air Where expensives roses are such a hit and dinner tables are filled with candles As for myself, I haven't got a clue... as viewed by many and myself It's just another day. I'm looking forward for the June break where I'll set off with my bags for a journey I longed years back The destination is set: Sydney and Melbourne You might think it's not big deal. But coming from a not well to do family. A trip like this is a dream for me since I was young. With advises and guides from people, plans are underway to make that great escape As you know, teachers can only get holidays in June and December how often could we think that tomorrow's future doesn't matter speaking from an working adult and of course emphasing that day that I will turn 23 Each moment is important to every step we take. The future lies within each self, it's how we plan and carry them out. I discovered the sides of life more clearly and how it works. Acceptance, patience, courage, maturity, love, fate, time, life, despair, anxiety, stress how could we ever comprehend all of these within a lifespan of our lives For now, Avril's still a busy individual who never get ever busier. Work work and endless workload, I'm still happy doing them despite some breakdown nights But, I'll work my ass off... just for that one getaway... one dream, and one moment in my life I achieved within my limits... Next stop: An arsenal match? Hmmmmmmmm........... *hopefully in 4 years* Why 4 years? that's when I'm 27! 28 sounds a lil too old! *bleh* Nights out!
they say that life is in these hands you give everything you give yourself away you give and still you choke and find yourself running for the door Currently listening to:
And finally before I start the mugging work process once again This could be one of those moments I can sit and blog abit Uploading like a hundred pictures that were taken within a week and I wonder how this com of mine is gonna hang on much longer Haven't been home for dinner the entire week Not a single time I could sit on the dining table of even the sofa to sit, look at my parents or even have a meal in recent development of my work process it resulted me into a *work*bring home work*less time work*sleep and daze* mode Apologizes to the many peeps whom I was suppose to meet up and of course to baybee for being understanding in trying to fit her schedule into mine The constant attempts of breaking down is too great I'm holding on to the light where it often fades on me I see the world around me growing with me and seeing how in a few years I'll be independent with a good income and of course good job. It's been a while since I thought about the future and what lies ahead. I could be happy satisfied and contented with the little dreams I have It doesn't take wealth, a high paying job or possession to make this happen It's about me as an individual, to grow and learn to fall and to fall to pick myself up and to learn I'm turning 23 in a month.... *what else can an adult think of when she's blogging*
What do you get when you leave a pack of cards with 6 individuals with a desire to earn back winnings just winthin a night that's 4 hours of bun luck till 2am for you With Fel's insane theory of CNY: Eat more, Get drunk and Be broke It was a great night despite Chloe's disappearing act for the night Of course, many happy smiles for Fel and me..... Winnings oh winnings! "the men just don't get it", do they? Well.... a Friday night like this with an analysing& bitching dinner with Bao and Joey this day only comes once a year Happy Lala, not so broke Lala and sleepy Lala
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
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+*LookinG ARounD*!+
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Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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