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It's just these days
where T.I.M.E S L O W L Y and all one can do is just S.I.T and watch day pass this S.L.O.W
All I want is to feel this way To be this close, to feel the same All I want is to feel this way The evening speaks, I feel it say I have finally found my long awaited search! thanks to my baybee darlin!!!! Thanks love, without you I would be still searching  Currently listening to: Artist:Toad The Wet Sprocket Album: Fear (1991) "All I Want"
This mind blowing week often ends off well An utterful awful start to the week to actually put my attention on naive behaviours and totally disappointment it's not surprise like what many said... "behaviour indulgence in their own kind, no wonder they make perfection" Stupility and simple comprehension to understand Gosh! Their minds must have grown somewhere unnecessary... they need to grow up! and i mean GROW UP! cause most of the time growing up isn't always about you. So then, an end to a deprive attention from these people What more can I ask for this week? with baby dearest smiles and love from far Which all ends well, Lala feels loved by her baybee and fwens......
Artifical and Disguising
These actions make me feel like puking Such disguise and juvenility Oh! such a pity..... Of such a quality of blindness and childlike appraisal It's no wonder isn't it Satisfying their need of callow desires For goodness sake... grow up and act like one or aren't you one of them in the first place? oh! I forgot...
Story one: There she sat in that seat all comfortable and happy It was a red car that caught her eye A colour she would never take her eyes on Turning the angle of where she sat, it was someone familiar she knew someone close, someone loved and there that someone stood cudding with a white puppy It was a happy smiles that filled that car A moment of peace, security and love *beep beep* goes the alarm on the handphone next to my ear Darn! Why wasn't it real! *Baybee that's a hint for that white dog in future purpleasE?* Story two: I heard a lame joke I'm awfully amazed of how lame one could be as old as he/she gets It was a sentence of reckless childish-ness and utterly youthful Too much indulgence can lead to downfall of a maturity level especially intellectually and street smartness A full disappointment and an amazement how "young" people think Looks aint everything as you think you might have Gosh... where have you been lately? Comments from people: 1. "Gosh... jackass" 2. "What... lame!" 3. "Why am I not surprise of such immaturity level from someone who's with another" Story three: A girl heard a beautiful story of acceptance, how one would love and accept another for who she is. With such great love, this girl broke down in tears with failures and imperfections. She spoke as she cried 'I fell when I lost you'. Reading on, one confessed how she would love her girl in the story, how she would stand side by side, never letting go and picking up thsoe broken pieces. As the girl read the story, she took the tissue to dry those tears and said 'these stories never do come true'. When she picked up that book once again, one spoke of how she would never let her fall once again, never forced girl to be someone else and loving her the way she is. *Don't get the story? You weren't suppose to. Only the girl would understand.* Edit: 3am It's another sleepless night, with little concentration on work Just a day away to work sweet work, another round of busy week and hopefully a good weekend ahead. Reading the stories above bring such thoughts of what wnet through in people's minds especially in this modern society. Well, what goes through this head of mine are theme webs on safety and eggs for easter! Easter's coming, so is April! *Hoping and wishing upon no darn star* that the day would come soon. I'm hearing the strums of the guitar once again how 'collide' never fails to bring out that emo side of me how it could be played repeatedly without a sick feeling Somtimes... You and I collide for a reason.. it made our love stronger. Happy Sunday everyone......
   
 
As so the so- called SMS invitations are out
Many thanks to the many sweeties who are coming despite exams/work/holidays the next day and of course to Pickles who promises to be happy with Lala from dusk to dawn to Bao for studying so hard now so that she would come to Candice despite her training the next day is coming down (*with exceptions that she'll eat her burger faster this time*) to Jan *whom i'm crossing my fingers* who can try to get the reservations and the many many others.... Lala will try to enjoy while Baybee's not here But Lala knows and remembers the little surprise baybee gave before she left *winks* Missing you my love..... Come home soon! Lala is happy for Wednesday is coming! DESPITE! tomorroe's early tuition and heading down to school and of course a mini celebration with my family at night And on Wed morning, I'm heading back to work for a bit and coming home to ZZZzzzzzzz before heading down at night! It'll be nice... Pictures will be up when everything reaches this folder of mine! Good night world...
 And so....Lala is happy watching a match What makes me happy and sad?With silly goal misses and terrible mistakes Pires' still such a hunk and Henry doing his magic... Lala's proud of the gunners BUT I'm not there! Darn!
The beginning of a new break always leave a room of empty dates to fill And the usual routine of the big 23 that's coming. Lala's often sick before it. And so, a week has past... leaves a restless mind and a lonely heart But Lala's happy with great fwens, old and new and of course a baybee that's dotes on me from far. It has been a bust week, with preparation for the last day of term Evaluations, clearing up, play practise.... It's no wonder I cancelled on my tuitions for time. And when Friday came, I packed my things and said 'Darn! Another week of holiday my ass!' A week since baybee left been TORTURE! No Dvd kaki, no breakkies and snuggles and of course... not being able to squeeze and bite! Come home come home!!!!!!! hurry come home! The weekend started off well, with besties that made time to celebrated Lala's 23 From coffee on Friday night, Cartel and pre rouge on Saturday and a day out with my lil bao to town, to end off the week. But that's not all! Baybee's been doting her girl even when she's in Perth With a new purple polo and a new jacket and underwear.. and still counting! Lala's feels loved by the people around her! This Wednesday feels homely yet clubbing... I'm in for a round of drinks and groove at MOS, ladies night.. why not? But one week also means, make up tuition, getting ready for new term, my darlin honey bitch's birthday and hopefully sufficient rest and rest and rest! I'm counting down to 1st April or hoefully before that for something real special. A dream, a hope, a love and a desire..... Wait and see... Hopefully, I'm able to upload those pictures on the blog soon, before it gets outdated! Enjoy the week ahead... did I mention? Lala's on HOLIDAY! On a lighter note,
Dear Pickles, Thanks for making time for me. My Pickles is happy, so is Lala. As we all expect the unexpected, we cherish them each moment For making Lala happy, Pickles' such a darlin to get me the dragonfly pendant and of course indulging in 'PickereeLala's Happy Cam Moments' My bestie, my gurile.. we have our moments of love and be loved... that would be the greatest love in our lives. Thanks for being a special individual in my life, being there when i'm down, being there when I smile. I hope to do the same for you too.. especially when you're in Cloud 9 now! *Bleah* Luff ya!!!! *hugs* love, Lala
As distance and despair stumble upon this restless mind
we find running as better option in life I come to realise how much distance brought me here and how far one would run for you... The heart and the mind would never leave one place Strength, determintion and the will power to finish this race No one never said it was going to be easy But keep in mind, of those who comfort and love their strength and support keeps the mind stronger and hearts fonder No one said I'm leaving this race, or I'm giving up Against all odds of wind and change this race is what I wanted, needed and hoped No one ever said it would be easy, nothing is Don't give up watching, as the sidelines are my determination to seek you at the end of my race was my only dream I'm fast and I'm building Don't give me up.... I'm trying to be that runner for us this while cause my prize..... is my road walked with you...
When I entered a room of memories
I fell back down and those tears I held back tightly fell like a breaking glass I told myself "be strong" but those words often said yet uncontrollable I thank the friends around who came afraid that I would fall right there My bestie who called back to check on me I have lost the battle, the fight to be strong deep inside lies a weak soul longing a mising piece of me it's only been six hours apart Could I go back to where we were and asked you to stay I'm missing you..... so often said yet this time it hurt so much Staring into this room of mine reminds me of times with you Where are you my baybee.... Please come home, I need you more than I ever knew I could. Bring me home... ********** Arsenal's playing a good match yet my mind's unfocused I bought another Arsenal cap today and Baybee was with me I bought a beanie for Sydney's trip todae and Baybee was with me Could you be with me tomorrow too? i promise no Esprite shops *bleh* purlease?
 
For the first time this year I'm home at 5pm with a more relaxed and profound mind I finally got my thoughts moving despite the drowsy medication I'm off in an hour or two to Ikea with baybee to add some shelves, frames and candles to the shopping cart It's the last night we would be spending before she flies to Perth tomorrow *bleh* And yesh, I'm running a little late and I'm drop dead hungry! I'm packed for the sunday with work deadlines 1. Children's script for Pinocchio play 2. Worksheets 3. Lesson plans 4. Oh! Time of the month to pay the bills 5. Fixing up my web cam 6. and leaving some time to upload my Nano Other than that, I would be drinking plenty of some white fungus drink my mum been brewing and an addition dose of medication Congested lungs and short breaths aint doing me good Maybe one day o2 would die on me maybe someday I won't remember this Maybe one day.. someday... Lala's out Be back on Sunday with pictures! Happy Friday!
In the midst of this flu bugging night
I find myself induging in the song "Collide" The strums of guitar where I often dream I could I'm counting down to 7.50pm this Saturday Where my baybee leaves on a jetplane The days passing too quickly for us not a single moment to stop for a breather. I'll be spending some time with baybee tomorrow from some ikea shopping to night cycling My bestie comforted me on MSN recently not being sad to cry for I should cherish the time I have right now. For my bestie, in time for need and anger I'm here for you as much as I know you're here for me the medicines taking effect my eyes feel blinded by the reflection and my throat sores for tonight It's just a night for the flu bugger Did it catch you too?
Upload some pictures of last week, due to the fact that I'm sick and I'm on MC today The flu bugger has given me some time to put pictures together and blog! BUT!!!! my CS2 is giving me problems... Well, enjoy the pictures while the dosage of medicine gets my mind blank!    
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+*In Perfect SiLence*+
+*inteRest*!+
+*LookinG ARounD*!+
+*BoreD?*+
Click on START first, and wait till the background color changes. Once it changes, hit STOP! The addiction starts here..
+*Weren't they just memories?*!+
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*RAmblinGs oF a bEaUtiFuL LeTdoWn@ 8:39 PM*